I haven't liked to be called pretty lately, though it's been trending for a long time.
Maybe it's because it's been trending for too long that there's no new meaning.That day, Ma Shuaishuai called out to me on the street, "Beauty!" When I turned around, I saw that there were at least ten women who had turned around and thought that it was me.
From that moment onward, I decided that I didn't like the term 'beauty'.
It was too common.
Don't think that people call you beauty.
You're a real beauty.
I once saw a female woman who was called beauty turn back.
Her back view was reasonable, but when she turned around, her face was definitely not fated to be with a beauty.As for what it looked like, I wasn't going to explain it.
I was sure that everyone had experienced it before.However, in the eyes of those who loved her, she might be a hundred percent beauty.
This was what Ma Shuaishuai had said.
He absolutely believed in the legends of 'the eye of a lover shows off'.
Therefore, Ma Shuaishuai had often told me that he didn't have a suitable girlfriend, and that was why he hadn't met anyone who looked down on him.I wasn't prepared to respond to Ma Shuaishuai's words.
His words were completely fake.Do you know how old Ma Shuaishuai is?
He was born 80 years old.
He was born 85 years old.
The first time I met him in Huaibei, Ma Shuaishuai showed me his ID card.
He was so straightforward and cute, or perhaps it could be said that he was a little silly.
In other words, Ma Shuaishuai should be 23 years old.In general, Ma Shuaishuai was a young school.
He didn't have a girlfriend, so what was the hurry?
Although I was also in the 80s, I was the oldest sister in the 80s.
Therefore, even though I was young, I didn't dare to talk about my age in front of Ma Shuaishuai.In the past, she didn't feel that there was anything to hide about her age, but now she finally found out.
She didn't want to hide it because she was still young and could squeeze water.
Once she reached a certain boundary, she would know how terrifying the years were.I don't have a boyfriend.
People say that women are 30 tofu dregs.
I'm not far away.
I feel a strong sense of fear.
Therefore, when Ma Shuaishuai complained that he couldn't find a girlfriend, I wasn't moved at all.
I don't have a boyfriend.Ma Shuaishuai didn't sympathize with me.
You don't have to choose what kind of man a woman like you is.
Ma Shuaishuai used the word 'woman' to enrage me.
Listen, handsome man, I'm still a virgin."Pay attention to your address!"Ma Shuaishuai's eyes widened at that moment, "No way, beauty.
You're lying to me.
Who would believe you?!" My serious and innocent expression shocked Ma Shuaishuai quite a bit.
However, when I looked at the handsome man's expression, my heart sank.
I just wanted to lie to Ma Shuaishuai.
In his pure eyes, I didn't want to reveal my past and pretend to be Saintess Zhende.
It wasn't a bad thing.
In these days, virgins were rare animals.What men wanted was still a symbol of purity.The nature of Chinese men couldn't be changed.
Ma Shuaishuai leaned closer to me and said seriously, "If you can't find a boyfriend and I can't find a girlfriend, then marry me." I snorted, "Do you think you're Zhang Guorong?
I'm not Mei Yanfang.It's impossible.
I'll have a boyfriend soon enough." Ma Shuaishuai didn't reply, but he couldn't help but chuckle.
I knew that he was messing with me again.
But I wasn't in the mood to argue right now.
I glanced at Ma Shuaishuai's slightly reddened face under the sunlight, and my thoughts drifted to the side.How about marrying Ma Shuaishuai?
I've never considered this issue in the past, but I might as well think about it now.
I don't really like Ma Shuaishuai's lifestyle.
It's too light.
Although it's the truth, it's a bit boring.
Ma Shuaishuai is a language teacher in Huaibei High School, and works for nine to five years.
His salary is fixed on Weibo.My mom said that a man who was a teacher was destined to not have great achievements, so he had to think of a better life and not think about a teacher.
Of course, this was my mom's personal opinion, not mine.Because of this, I was affected a little.
As a friend who had been with Ma Shuaishuai for many years, I didn't put him in love.
I told Ma Shuaishuai about my mother's words unintentionally.
At that time, Ma Shuaishuai's face wasn't very good.
Did this mean that he was discriminating against him?
At that time, I regretted it so much that I just wanted to slap myself.
Why did I accidentally say it?
I was too careless."I don't like your mother," Ma Shuaishuai said.
I understood, so I confessed that I had no such intentions.
However, I guessed that from then on, Ma Shuaishuai no longer harbored any wild thoughts about me.
Later on, according to him, he had indeed wanted to try to court me, but he had been brutally killed by my mother's words.Ma Shuaishuai was a bold man, but I was glad that he wasn't one of my candidates.
I thought about how Ma Shuaishuai's character and character had been around for a few years.He was na?ve and na?ve sometimes.
Sometimes, he was straightforward and sometimes felt somewhat silly.
He was very cute and chubby.
Ma Shuaishuai was seven hundred and eighty meters tall, and his weight had never been less than one hundred and sixty kilograms, and he had also risen frequently.Therefore, Ma Shuaishuai's chubby appearance had nothing to do with the handsome man.
At the very least, the handsome man had to resemble Zhou Runfa.
Therefore, Ma Shuaishuai's name was related to the handsome man, so the distance between them was far away.After a while, the professor pointed out Ma Shuaishuai's name and saw a fat man with a buzz cut slowly standing up from his seat.
His face was still full of childishness, and he couldn't help but laugh.
The professor laughed, and everyone laughed.Ma Shuaishuai, Shuai Shuai, this name is so funny, it reminds me of a child.That was why everyone knew that there was a boy named Ma Shuaishuai in the class.
I was also the Ma Shuaishuai I knew back then.
He seemed to be a good person, and he was also interesting.
It wasn't a burden for me to be with him.
I became an iron friend, and there was nothing I could talk about other than the private affairs of women.Who's after me?
Who's he fancied?
Who's a share?
I didn't expect myself to have a confidante, so I didn't have to worry about being with girls.
No one doubted our pure relationship, because the distance between us was too great.Who am I?
I'm Sima Xibei.
My name is super cool, and I'm definitely not going to let this name down.
After reviewing it, I noticed that my head wasn't too tall, and was 1.60 meters tall.
I had a good figure.
My face was pure, and I had a pair of eyes that were bright enough, and my skin was fair.It was the type most boys liked.
The most important thing was that I had the cuteness of a girl, and was able to play the role of a lady and playful.
I didn't have to worry about the boy's charm.
At the same time, I solemnly stated that I was definitely not a flower vase.
I was very talented in literature and published many works, which made Ma Shuaishuai admire me, "Beauty, you're too talented.""You're a genius with both looks!" I was very proud, but on the surface, I pretended to be very reserved.
Looking at the burning eyes of the girls in Chinese, my heart was overjoyed.Because there were too many people chasing after me, I couldn't find the feeling of love.
Ma Shuaishuai said that you were spoiled.
I knew that since I could easily grasp a man's heart, I didn't feel like I had any challenge.
I just wanted to date him and say goodbye to him.
In short, there were many boys who had hurt me, but they soon found a new girlfriend.What did this prove?
It meant that college love wasn't reliable at all.
I said sadly to Ma Shuaishuai, "What do you mean love?
I haven't met a true love before.
It was close to graduation.
When I turned around, I realized that I could only be counted on one hand."Fortunately, Ma Shuaishuai had always followed me loyally and accompanied me through the days of happiness and sadness.
I had introduced Ma Shuaishuai's girlfriend, but Elder Ma Shuaishuai said that he didn't feel anything.
Later on, when I asked around, I found out that they had dumped Ma Shuaishuai and said that they didn't want us to be poor and happy.
The type that handsome guys like us didn't like.Oh my god, my good friend is also a Chinese beauty.
Handsome, do you have any brains?I was just telling Ma Shuaishuai about this matter and didn't take it to heart.
Personally, I didn't want Ma Shuaishuai to have a girlfriend.
That way, Ma Shuaishuai wouldn't be able to be my good friend wholeheartedly.It looked like I was a little selfish.When I graduated, I felt a sense of anxiety and emptiness in my heart.
Except for the fact that I was busy looking for a job, I felt an inexplicable fire burning in my heart.
Ma Shuaishuai and I talked less and less.
Moreover, when I spoke, I was always absent-minded.
The handsome man noticed it and wisely kept away from me.I felt a little disappointed.
It wasn't because of Ma Shuaishuai, it was because I didn't have love.
There wasn't any love that was worth my life and death.
Perhaps it was all because of those romance stories.
None of the boys in real life were as perfect as in TV dramas.I am one of the vain girls.
I also love beautiful clothes and jewelry.
It's not a bad thing that I can become more beautiful.
It's the primary basis for women to compete.But other than writing love letters and buying some worthless things, those stinky guys didn't move me.Young age was so short, it was a pity that there weren't any dazzling waves.
I want to marry a rich man.During graduation, the girls weren't anxious about finding a job, but were busy looking for a husband.
It seemed like having a daughter was the same as having a mother in the world.
This was how my mother educated me, "Good girl, I'm lucky to get married." In order to train me into a lady, my mother didn't allow me to do housework, so she called me for many physical training courses.I practiced my body shape all day long, learning all kinds of dances, and handed over my vacation.
Mom said that I had to win if I didn't want to fight a battle I didn't prepare.However, what disappointed my mother was my height.
If I could be a little taller, then I wouldn't have any regrets.

So, my mother went around asking for medicine or secret recipes that could increase my strength, even if it cost a lot of money.
I tried it once, and the medicine was extremely hard to eat.
At that time, I vomited.I immediately gave up on my plan.
"Please, Mom, I'm already in my twenties.
What hope do I have?
Don't waste money.
Maybe some handsome guys like me." I made a cute gesture, and my mom was overjoyed.
"Right now, men still like to be weak and cute.""Mom began to pay attention to the upcoming commercials.
There weren't many chances of meeting rich people.
Plus, I didn't go to a university, so I was destined to only have an ordinary role there.He was about to graduate, and those who came and went were mostly boys.
They weren't rich or noble.
Actually, I wanted to find someone with potential, but it was as if I was gambling with my life.
The risks were too great.Once a woman's marriage failed, she would have almost no chance of turning back.
Moreover, I didn't think my eyesight was good enough.
In the future, who would dare to bet on their own?
Hence, I could only slowly observe and act passively.As a result, I was about to graduate, but I was still alone.
Forget it, if I had a career and a family, I still had a chance."Good girl, I'll take the time to meet you." When I was applying for a job, my mom threw me a photo.
I took it and saw that the man in the photo was at least in his thirties, but his appearance was handsome and mature, carrying a steady aura."Mom, you're not selling your daughters, are you?" I tilted my head and teased my mom.
It was a hot day, and she ran over from home, sweating.
It was really pitiful.The old woman rolled her eyes at me.
"I'm your mom, and I'm doing this for your own good.
My good friend introduced me to you.
It's not like that.
I've been beaten up by other girls a long time ago." There was an indescribable smugness on her face.
I suddenly felt sad, as if I was about to be sold.However, when I thought about how I could dress myself up and buy all sorts of brands without hesitation, I persisted in my original pursuit of marrying a rich man.On the day they met, my mother was even more nervous than I was.
She examined my makeup several times.
I put on the nameplate that my mom had bought for me and smiled into the mirror.
I looked forward to it with beautiful eyes.
Twenty years later, I was beautiful and youthful.
The person in the mirror had a pure, clean face.
His eyes were shining with excitement, betraying my heart.For me, the real prey had just appeared, so it was challenging.
Mom kept telling me to pay attention to the details and leave a good impression.I couldn't help but say to my mother, "Why don't you go?
Don't worry." My mother immediately stopped talking.
In this family where my father had passed away early, my mother obeyed me.
To her, her daughter was everything.I finally went out, with my mother's eyes full of expectation.
For some reason, I felt a little miserable, like I was going to the execution grounds.
Maybe it was a little too much, but my nose was sour.
Whether I could marry a rich man or not seemed to have something to do with my mother's future.
I could understand that her mother alone had brought me up and suffered, so she gave her daughter the hope to turn things around.Therefore, he could only allow success and not fail.The meeting place was the coffee shop on the island in the middle of the city.
It was absolutely elegant and clean, and was suitable for a date.
It wasn't like the place where Ma Shuaishuai and I frequently went to eat.
The food shop outside the school was buzzing with flies.
My home wasn't far from there, but my mother still let me take a taxi.
In fact, I preferred walking on the streets to test my return rate.Huaibei was a very clean and refreshing city.
Ma Shuaishuai said that I was just like Huaibei.
It was very clean, bright, and healthy.
It was the first time that Ma Shuaishuai had praised me in such a poetic way since they had known each other for so long.I raised my head and looked at Ma Shuaishuai seriously.
I saw a pair of pure eyes.
Because they were very close, I discovered for the first time that Ma Shuaishuai had a thick chest that was suitable to hide and cry when he was injured.After I got out of the car, I started to be on full alert and pretended to be a lady.
It was really uncomfortable.
The glass was a little dark, so I didn't see anything outside the door.
The waiter who opened the door was super solicitous, perhaps because I was a beauty.
Everyone loved beauty.
After entering the door, someone waved at me from a corner.I walked over and my heart began to pound.
It was a complete mess."Hello, I'm Cheng Miwei." Cheng Miwei's voice was very manly and gentle.
I had forgotten how I'd walked over here, but I smiled as much as I could, "Hello, I'm Sima Xibei." He reached out with his hand to show his courtesy.
Cheng Miwei hurriedly reached out and shook my hand politely.Cheng Miwei's hands were very warm.
Perhaps he was a warm and considerate person."Is your hand very cold?
Are you nervous?" Cheng Miwei asked with concern.
I sat down and took a closer look.
He was younger than the photo.
His eyes were gentle, and he wore a beige casual jacket.
He looked like a neighbor's older brother.
I felt great for Cheng Miwei.
Love in reality should start with a man like him.Because I felt good, I calmed down.
Such a good man couldn't go to someone else's place.
So I returned to my normal color.
"There is one thing, but I'm not ready to be nervous when I see you.""..."Cheng Miwei smiled brightly, "Are you praising me, or belittling me?
There's a reason to think about it." Cheng Miwei smiled, and the awkward atmosphere between us eased up.
I felt much more at ease, and the conversation became more and more playful.
From Cheng Miwei's eyes, I could tell that he was satisfied with me, and that women's intuitions were sometimes very sharp.I realized that Miwei was a gentleman who knew how to take good care of me.
Because of this, I began to think about marrying him when I first met him.
It wasn't all of a sudden.
A successful man had a halo to him, which increased his charm a lot.Compared to the innocent boys in the academy, the disparity was obvious.
Cheng Miwei had told me a lot of things about him, and I realized that he was super good at talking.
Perhaps it was because he was faced with a pure female student that reminded him of university.We had a lot to talk about when we first met.
Cheng Miwei said that he liked literature very much.
He was very happy to hear that I learned Chinese.
In his impression, girls who learned Chinese were especially quiet and quiet.
They were elegant and beautiful.Seeing me, I found that I was much more adorable and elegant than I had imagined.
Half an hour later, Cheng Miwei finally praised me implicitly.
I flushed."Your face is even redder," said Cheng Miwei.
I almost spat on the spot.
These days, women and virgins were both rare animals.
I was very pleased with myself.
I was born with good skin and ample red skin, so when I got excited, it was as if I was shy.
It made all the boys feel that I was pure.
If they knew about my ambitions, they wouldn't think so.Cheng Miwei and I had a meeting dinner that lasted for two hours.
When we walked out of the shop, we realized that it was already dark.
Cheng Miwei drove me back and I sat in his comfortable car.
I felt that I had a lot of benefits.
If you wanted to be a beauty, you needed to have some conditions.
Elegance.
Lady.
You needed a car and a brand outfit.
Without these things, you couldn't be a hundred percent beauty.I was with Ma Shuaishuai.
I was just an ordinary university student.
I was with Cheng Miwei, so I should be wearing crystal shoes.I secretly watched Cheng Miwei drive and listened to the music drifting past my ears.
I thought to myself, You must marry him, you must.Cheng Miwei stopped downstairs, "Xibei, let me take you upstairs.""Oh, no, I can do it myself." This is the first time I've seen you.
I'm going to be a little more reserved, and I can't eat hot tofu in a hurry.
I'm going to have to catch big fish slowly."Be careful when we get back," I said with concern after getting out of the car.
It wasn't just for the sake of politeness, but it would make me feel better.
Cheng Miwei nodded.
The moment I turned around to leave, he grabbed my hand.
Everything happened so suddenly, even though I longed for it to happen earlier.
I struggled to free myself and panicked.
"Ah, don't!""You, you should hurry back."Cheng Miwei looked at me.
The streetlights downstairs were particularly bright today, and they lit up his calm face, "I like you very much, even though it's the first time I've seen you.
Wait for my call."I felt a little dazed as I watched Cheng Wei's car slowly drive away."Good girl, you're here!" It was unknown why her mother had popped out.
Actually, she could guess that if I didn't come back, she would definitely be unsettled, so she might have secretly waited by the side.
She should have seen what happened just now."Mom, let's go home." I felt embarrassed.
The moment Cheng Miwei grabbed my hand, my heart began to race.
I'd never been excited before.
Perhaps I had truly developed feelings for him.
How could this be possible?
It was just the first time I'd met him.
However, I felt that setting up a date was a very exciting thing.
Perhaps it was as if I was performing on stage and meeting someone who didn't know what was going on, and playing the role of a new and strange person.