In the end, Xuanyuan Jieming decided to spend the rest of his life with Xuanyuan Xiaoxin.
On this day, Xuanyuan Jieming leaned against the door of a wedding dress shop and watched Xuanyuan Xiaoxin wear his wedding dress.
This reminded him of the wedding dress Xuanyuan Xiaoxin had worn when he was sixteen years old."Brother Brother, how is this?
Is it beautiful?" Xuanyuan Xiaoxin gently turned around and sat down."Yup, it's so beautiful.
Xiaoxin wears everything beautiful." Xuanyuan Jieming smiled faintly.Xuanyuan Xiaoxin walked up to Xuanyuan Jieming and happily grabbed his arm.
His face flushed red as he said, "Brothers and sisters, you should also choose a suit that you want.
I'll help you choose one."Xuanyuan Jieming also took Xuanyuan Xiaoxin's arm, "Alright, let's give it a try now.""The best man's uniform?" the shop assistant asked with a smile.Xuanyuan Jieming was briefly stunned before he replied with a smile, "What's wrong?
Is there a problem?""No, it's just that I heard her call you brother..."Xuanyuan Jieming suddenly realized what was going on.
Then, he looked at Xuanyuan Xiaoxin dotingly and said, "By the way, it's time for you to change your mind.
Don't always call me big brother outside.
It's not good for others to misunderstand you.""That's right!
Alright then!" Xuanyuan Xiaoxin smiled sweetly and looked up at Xuanyuan Jieming.
His smile was so sweet.
When Xuanyuan Xiaoxin mustered his courage to call out the word 'Xuanyuan Jieming', his heart began to pound nervously.
However, when Xuanyuan Jieming heard the word 'Xuanyuan Jieming', he suddenly fell silent for a moment, as though time had frozen.
Then, he finally reached out and gently stroked Xiaoxin's forehead.
He smiled and said, "Remember, you must call me by my name from now on.""...""Alright." Xuanyuan Xiaoxin smiled sweetly.
She would only smile like this when she was standing next to Xuanyuan Jieming.Just then, the shop assistant brought her a groom's suit, and Xuanyuan Jieming unintentionally glanced out of the window.
It was as if he saw a familiar figure.
He lifted her light red outer garment in the breeze, and her long hair was lifted up.
He gently draped it over his shoulders, and his heart suddenly began to flutter.
A mysterious energy flowed up, and he felt as if something was choking his throat.."Big brother, big brother, what's wrong?" Xuanyuan Xiaoxin looked at his strange expression and asked in confusion.Xuanyuan Jieming forced himself to calm down and said, "Oh, it's nothing.
You called me wrong again.
Call me Xuanyuan Jieming.""I forgot, heh heh.
It's been so many years, but I'm not used to changing my mind all of a sudden." Xuanyuan Xiaoxin said coquettishly.Coincidentally, the shop assistant handed over the groom's clothes.
Xuanyuan Jieming received the clothes with both hands, but his eyes were still looking out.
This time, however, he didn't see the familiar figure again.
There was nothing in the bustling crowd.
Perhaps what he saw just now was just an illusion, or perhaps that person's figure had already been drowned by the crowd.That night, Xuanyuan Xiaoxin fell asleep with a beautiful smile on his arm, but he couldn't sleep.
Finally, he stood up, put on his clothes, and went downstairs.
Then, he drove towards Ximen Yuqing's parents' home.However, he had never had the courage to knock on the door.
Just like that, he had been lingering outside, not moving an inch.Finally, he let out a long sigh and drove the car back to his home.
Then, he returned to Xuanyuan Xiaoxin's side and lay down, closing his eyes tightly in an attempt to calm himself down.Xuanyuan Jieming and Xuanyuan Xiaoxin were finally getting married today, and Xuanyuan Jieming finally saw her figure.
She was wearing a light red doublet, and her long hair flowed about gracefully.
She looked extremely beautiful today, and also very capable."You didn't even inform me when you returned?" Xuanyuan Jieming walked up to her and stared into her eyes.Ximen Yuqing smiled and said, "Actually, I've already told you that I'll definitely come on the day you marry Xiaoxin."Xuanyuan Jieming stared up in silence for two seconds before continuing, "Where's Xiaoyang?
How is he?""He's very well.""What about you?
How are you?""I'm doing fine too." Ximen Yuqing smiled."All I want to ask is, are you happy now?""I also want to ask.
Tell me first."However, the two of them fell silent at the same time.Xuanyuan Xiaoxin finally found Xuanyuan Jieming among the guests.
When she saw the Loka beside her, her expression stiffened.
She hesitated for a bit but decided not to disturb him.
After all, she knew that Xuanyuan Jieming would always have the Loka in his heart, just like how he used to have him in his heart.
Furthermore, he had already decided to accompany this Xuanyuan Jieming through this life, so she had to bear the pain.."Are you married to Che Junchao?"Ximen Yuqing smiled, but didn't respond immediately.
Instead, he continued, "He's already decided to contribute all of his assets to the establishment of a foundation.""Oh, really?
That's pretty good." Xuanyuan Jieming didn't know what else to say, so he could only reply in a daze.Ximen Yuqing glanced at Xuanyuan Xiaoxin, then smiled and said to Xuanyuan Jieming, "Alright, go on.
The bride is waiting for you."Xuanyuan Jieming didn't answer, but he was reluctant.Ximen Yuqing looked at him and smiled.
He turned around and his red coat shone like a red cloud.
It swayed in the wind and finally disappeared into the crowd."Come back earlier, daddy!"At that moment, their six-year-old daughter leapt into his arms, reluctant to part with him, with the scars of her childhood on her forehead.
However, her smile was especially sweet, just like the children at this age, innocent and brilliant.
The past that year did not leave any haze in her young heart, and it could be said that those memories did not change her memory, which was very gratifying..Xuanyuan Jieming smiled and said, "Alright, I got it.
Daddy will definitely be back soon.
Be good, Xiao Yang.
Take good care of my little brother and mother for me." He looked at Xuanyuan Xiaoxin, who was smiling sweetly, and then hugged his son, who had just turned two years old.
His smile was sweet and warm.Xuanyuan Jieming nodded at Xuanyuan Xiaoxin a few times, then said with a smile, "Let's do this for now.
I'm leaving.""Alright, let's go." Xuanyuan Xiaoxin's gaze was no longer as fiery and wild as it used to be.
What he had now was nothing but a long-lost tranquility, just like a peaceful lake.
She looked at Xuanyuan Jieming's silhouette, her face brimming with rich happiness.Xuanyuan Jieming looked back with attachment and walked out of the door.
Right now, he loved them very much.
It was as if they loved him very much.
In a bustling city, this could be considered his own present, but he himself didn't seem to belong to them completely.
Because there was another person in his heart..Xuanyuan Jieming drove to Ximen Yuqing's parents' house.
In a flash, several years had passed.
Nothing seemed to have changed here.
It was exactly the same as when he first arrived here."Xuanyuan Jieming." Ximen Yuqing's mother greeted her indifferently.
Ximen Yuqing's mother was much older than she was in the past, and a sense of vicissitudes washed over her.
The sharp light of that year had completely disappeared, and she was much older than her actual age.."Hello, Auntie." Xuanyuan Jieming smiled at her.
He felt extremely guilty.
Even though he frequently visited the two of them here, it seemed that every time he came, he only felt endless guilt.
Even time couldn't erase the growing sense of guilt he felt.The aunt looked at him, but her eyes contained a kind of empty sadness.
This person had once hurt their daughter and deeply hurt her.
However, time had changed, and now he didn't even have the strength to hate her anymore.
But this wasn't because Xuanyuan Jieming would take time to visit them every year.
Perhaps it was only because his daughter wasn't by his side that they could only get a sense of closeness from Xuanyuan Jieming.."How is Uncle?
These are some daily necessities and supplements that our company sent me.
I didn't lack these things, so I brought them to you guys." Xuanyuan Jieming gently placed these items into the room.However, auntie didn't care about these gifts.
She just glanced at them in disdain and said, "Don't bring anything with you every time you come.
Your uncle and I are still very healthy.
You should take care of your parents more."These words caused the atmosphere on the field to become awkward."Then...
how have Ximen Yuqing and Xiaoyang been recently?" Xuanyuan Jieming asked uneasily.
In fact, the only connection he had with the Xiao clan right now was Ximen Yuqing's connection.
He wanted to free himself from the awkwardness, so he casually found a topic to discuss.Her aunt raised her head and looked at Xuanyuan Jieming's face.
When she saw his face filled with sincerity and concern, her emotions eased considerably.
She had wanted to tell him the truth, but since Ximen Yuqing had repeatedly reminded her not to tell Xuanyuan Jieming the truth, she refrained from saying anything, "She's doing very well.""...""I see." Xuanyuan Jieming smiled helplessly and continued, "Is Xiaoyang used to it in England?""Xiaoyang..." Her aunt hesitated again, and her expression revealed a hint of awkwardness.Xuanyuan Jieming seemed to have noticed something.
He looked at his aunt with a strange gaze.
These days, whenever he asked about Xiaoyang's situation, his aunt always looked like she wanted to say something, but hesitated.
The last few times he had visited her, he had felt ashamed, so he didn't ask for the truth.
However, when he thought about it carefully, he felt that his aunt was deliberately hiding something.In this way, the two of them were deadlocked in a silent atmosphere.At this time, uncle brought a little boy over and heard a boy say, "We're back.
I want to eat.
I'm hungry."Auntie and Xuanyuan Jieming looked at each other at the same time, and then Xuanyuan Jieming looked at the little boy in front of him in a completely different manner.
Auntie looked nervously at Xuanyuan Jieming, but Xuanyuan Jieming was already incredibly excited.
He hurriedly stood up, and then ran over to the boy and hugged him, "Xiaoyang!"Xuan Yuanyang looked at the stranger in confusion and asked, "Uncle, how do you know my name?"The words "Uncle" caused Xuanyuan Jieming's heart to shatter.
He trembled as he put Xiaoyang down.
His expression darkened as he continued, "Actually...
I am..."However, her aunt immediately ordered him to leave.
"Quick, bring Xiaoyang back to his room!" she said as she hurriedly left.Xuanyuan Jieming seemed to have lost his soul.
He stood there motionlessly.
Even though his aunt had been driving him away, he didn't have the slightest bit of strength under his feet.
It was as though something had caught him.
He looked at his aunt, as though he had already sensed something had happened, "Ximen Yuqing should be back, right?"At this moment, the aunt couldn't bear to see Xuanyuan Jieming's dispirited expression.
She finally softened her tone and said, "Ximen Yuqing hasn't returned, but Xiaoyang has merely been in Shanghai for a while.
Ximen Yuqing hopes that he can receive education from China.""Is it really that simple?" Xuanyuan Jieming glanced around Xiaoyang's room.
After so many years, the boy had already grown up.Her aunt seemed somewhat anxious.
She quickly said, "Xuanyuan Jieming, the two of you have already divorced.
We no longer have anything to do with you.
So, you shouldn't come here again."Xuanyuan Jieming took a step back in astonishment, "Could it be that Ximen Yuqing isn't coming back?
I really want to see her again..."However, her aunt shook her head firmly, "Ximen Yuqing really isn't here.
What's the use of meeting him?
Let's head back first."Xuanyuan Jieming took a deep breath.

Although he could feel that what his aunt said was true, he really wanted to see her again.
This feeling was so real and intense.
Thinking of this, he couldn't help but smile bitterly."Then can I take another look at Xiaoyang?"Just as her aunt was hesitating, Xiaoyang rushed out of the room and stared at Xuanyuan Jieming innocently.
Then, he said timidly, "Are you really my father?"Xuanyuan Jieming didn't reply, but his face was already full of tears.
After all, this child was his biological child!
However, why hadn't he cared about him all these years?
This was way too cruel for him, Ximen Yuqing, and his uncles!"I am...
I..." Xuanyuan Jieming's expression was strange.
He found it difficult to speak right now.
He really didn't deserve to reveal this fact.
He had always felt very guilty and didn't act as if he were a father.
Now, even he himself couldn't admit that he was Xiaoyang's father.
He stared at Xiaoyang, and then couldn't say a single word.
Thus, he stood there in silence, not daring to nod.
He didn't know what to say..Xuanyuan Jieming left Ximen Yuqing's parents' house in a daze.
He suddenly felt like crying.
He really wanted to cry, but his heart felt so heavy.
The sadness that overwhelmed him made it hard for him to breathe.
Suddenly, he felt that tears were a luxury..On the way home, he kept looking back at the familiar yet unfamiliar house, though he knew that he would never be able to go back to this place, and never again.
He chose this path, but the path which had been open was now closed forever.Thinking about the path he had taken, he had always lost himself in all sorts of crossroads.
He knew now that he didn't know whether the path he had chosen was right or not.
He was really afraid now.
He was afraid that his actions would bring him regretful results..Xuanyuan Jieming did follow the promise he made at Ximen Yuqing's parents' house.
Ever since then, he no longer had the Xiao Family.
Although he still missed Ximen Yuqing in his heart, he still missed Xiaoyang.
However, there was no way for him to redeem himself.
However, he still didn't understand why Ximen Yuqing didn't let Che Junchao become Xiaoyang's father.
However, after thinking about it carefully, this matter had nothing to do with him anymore.
Because they both had a new path of life, they had to continue living on this path.
Even after that, they hadn't interacted with each other again.Sometimes, he would think that if he hadn't met Che Junchao before, he might never have seen him again, right?However, under Fate's arrangements, they were fated to meet each other.
It was a commercial activity where Che Junchao was the investor.
Moreover, as the main character, he stood in the middle of the platform, looking gentle and refined.After the speech ended, Che Junchao received everyone's approval and clapped loudly.
As soon as he shook hands with Che Junchao, Xuanyuan Jieming finally couldn't contain the doubts in his heart, "How did you get here all these years?""Of course it's like this.
Look at the internet and invest in it." Che Junchao's expression was light.
He was no longer the same person who had been so scheming for money in the past.Xuanyuan Jieming hesitated for a moment and couldn't help but ask, "What about Raka?
How are you two doing?"Che Junchao stared at him in astonishment for a long time, "Don't tell me you don't know?""What happened?" Xuanyuan Jieming suddenly became nervous, and an ominous premonition poured into his mind.Che Junchao stared intently at him.
After some time, he finally said, "Ximen Yuqing left me six years ago.
That was when I proposed to her that day.
So many years have passed.
She should be in China.
Maybe she's around you.""What?!" Xuanyuan Jieming's heart began to beat faster.
At the same time, it was as if someone else had taken control of his heart and said to him, "Xuanyuan Jieming, you idiot.
You should have known about this matter a long time ago!
The things she'd said to you at the wedding venue, as well as her expression, her expression...
You should have known that he wouldn't be with Che Junchao for a long time now.
Why didn't you notice it, you idiot?
Have you already forgotten about her?."What?!" Xuanyuan Jieming's heart began to beat faster.
At the same time, it was as if someone else had taken control of his heart and said to him, "Xuanyuan Jieming, you idiot.
You should have known about this matter a long time ago!
Back at the wedding venue, she had spoken to you about those things, as well as her expression and expression...
You should have known that he wouldn't be with Che Junchao for a long time now.
Why didn't you notice it, you idiot?
Have you already forgotten about her?Che Junchao was surprised to see Xuanyuan Jieming's expression.
Then, he sighed and said, "Sigh, I thought you knew about this long ago.
I didn't expect you to have been kept in the dark all these years.
I thought that she had gone to look for you when she returned from England, but I was wrong.However, this was her style.
She thought that she could be strong, but in reality, she wasn't a very strong person, but she always pretended to be strong.
However, he liked freedom and was independent.
This kind of life might be more suitable for her.
She wouldn't be deceived and wouldn't have so many things to worry about."..."Xuanyuan Jieming couldn't come to his senses.
He couldn't face or accept such a fact.
Was it really her choice to live alone?
Or was it to remind everyone of the past?
He should have guessed this as well.
Wasn't his understanding of her not deep enough?
Why did he still think that she would marry Che Junchao?.Xuanyuan Jieming couldn't come to his senses.
He couldn't face or accept such a fact.
Was it really her choice to live alone?
Or was it to remind everyone of the past?
He should have guessed this as well.
Wasn't his understanding of her deep enough?
Why did he still think that she would marry Che Junchao?"I remember her telling me about something a long time ago.
She said that she wanted to be a wandering writer, and with her personality, I think she could do as she says," Che Junchao shook his head and sighed, "Unfortunately, I don't know if she can find Jos to be a wandering writer like thirty centimeters, and with her personality, I think she could do as she says." Che Junchao shook his head and sighed, "Unfortunately, I don't know if she can find Josnyuan Jieming stood there dumbfounded.
By the time he realized what had happened, Che Junchao had already left.
He only had one thought in his mind.
He wanted to find Ximen Yuqing.
Since she hadn't gone to England and was no longer in Shanghai, then where should she be?The night was as cold as water.
Xuanyuan Jieming sat in front of the computer in a daze.
Xuanyuan Xiaoxin took out a jacket and put it on for him.
Then, he drew his lips closer to his ear, "Don't stay up too late.
Your body is more important."Xuanyuan Jieming returned to his senses and smiled at her, "I understand.
Go to sleep first and tell the children a story."Xuanyuan Xiaoxin obediently turned around and left.
However, he couldn't help but turn around to look.
He couldn't help but worry.Xuanyuan Jieming stared at Xuanyuan Xiaoxin's departing figure with mixed feelings.
He suddenly felt that she had changed a lot in the past few years.
What he often thought of was that she actually knew Ximen Yuqing, but she didn't resent him at all.
She had always spent so much time with him, and she had always been so gentle and considerate.He was willing to take care of his parents and children, as well as this family.
He had always been willing to take care of all sorts of household chores.
Thinking about it carefully, it was already enough for him to have Xuanyuan Xiaoxin.After so many things, he gradually became smoother as time passed.
Because there were some things that he could never change in his life, it was better for him to be at ease as he pleased.When Xuanyuan Xiaoxin switched off the bedroom lights and gently brought the door back to the room, his eyes returned to the mind-boggling, bitter memories.
He clicked on the latest articles that had been written by Rakshas, and then reviewed some of the articles and blog posts from back then.
He suddenly felt that it had been a long time since he had dared to touch these memories, but these things were difficult to hide.
Therefore, he couldn't help but open the things that had been hidden for a long time..In the end, he fixed the mouse on the Loka album, took a few deep breaths, and opened the web page.
There were many pictures.
There were many cities in many countries.
Different clothes, different hairstyles, but there seemed to be more people around them.When Xuanyuan Jieming saw the text in the photo, he suddenly felt sour in his heart and started to tear up."Over the years, I have been traveling between various countries and different cities.
Different scenery, different people, different mountains and rivers, and different clothes.
I thought this kind of wandering life was my dream.
Now that my dream has come to fruition, I finally understand that the other side of freedom is actually loneliness and loneliness.
The freedom without vitality is incomplete.But I'm really scared.
I've been tortured to the point where I can't feel my skin.
I've already lost my confidence in life, but I've thought about starting again, but I'm tired and exhausted.Though my life continued, my dream seemed to have changed."As for the people I once loved, even if they were lonely and never met again, I will still keep that memory.
This is the complete version of me.
I am proud of it.""Ximen Yuqing, you pretended to be strong, and I know all about your so-called pride.
And I will continue to live my life in this mediocre city." Xuanyuan Jieming turned his head around and felt a sharp pain in his heart.
He turned off the computer reluctantly and said softly, "Ximen Yuqing, I'm sure you'll be happy.""..."(The entire book is finished)