My Dashing Youth

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Chapter 3

Not far away, two beautiful silver almond trees swayed their jade green leaves proudly with the wind.
They looked charming and beautiful.
How beautiful did they make themselves?!There were also ugly people who couldn't stand it.
A few steps away, one of them was carrying a child who was about two or three years old in a bad way, and a slightly larger, fat woman was standing by her side crying.
She was dressed in a mess, and she was swearing at the little girl beside her as if no one was around.
It seemed that she had yet to vent her anger.
She reached out with her big, fleshy hand and twisted it fiercely on the child's bony back.
This guy really had a big temper.
It was as if she wasn't her biological child.
The child's cries grew louder.."Ai, it's my mother too, but she's an elegant woman who torments me!
Actually, I've always thought that she doesn't like children.
She gave birth to me as a routine.
She needs a child to keep a rich man.
She strictly follows me because she doesn't want me to disgrace her!
So I never find the kind motherly love in her eyes.
She wanders around socializing and accumulating her popularity and wealth every day.
She won but lost me!"."Oh, it's the same for my mother.
It's just that she has an elegant way of tormenting me!
Actually, I've always thought that her mother doesn't like children.
She gave birth to me as a routine.
She needs a child to keep a rich man.
She strictly follows me because she doesn't want me to disgrace her!
So I never find the kind motherly love in her eyes.
She wanders around socializing and accumulating her popularity and wealth every day.
She won, but she lost me!These dirty fellows?didn't they think about living?
Why did they have so many children?
She didn't know that they were the world's inferiors and that they would have to suffer.
She was such an irresponsible mother.
"Idiot, go to hell!" I scolded her softly.
I really wanted to give her a dirty life.
She found my contemptuous gaze, but she still looked at me as if nothing had happened.
I didn't call her uneasy.
Yes, I was too ignorant and lost my emotions.
Even if I sensed it, she wouldn't be jealous or uneasy.Thankfully, they got in the car.
Otherwise, I might have walked over under such an unwise situation.Looking around, there weren't many people in this small town.
Moreover, in this hot afternoon, everything was quiet because of the sun.
The only thing that could be heard was the sound of rubbing mahjong everywhere.
The small shop's business wasn't that good.What is the life of these fools?
Shouldn't they be numb?
Have they not thought about why they are alive?
There are many people in the town, including my aunt who is obsessed with the numbing of his mind every day to escape the pressure of poverty.
Since this world has given birth to life, why don't these lives be better?
But they seem to be very happy.
Look at that fat woman lose all her money.
Everyone is looking at her with disgusted eyes, waiting for her to take out money.
How can I not hate her?
" She didn't feel ashamed.
She took out all four large bags to prove her innocence.
Indeed, there was no money.
Of course she was kicked away.She didn't care at all as she stood there and watched.
A life like her should be called trash.
Heavens, don't let me see people like this again.
I don't have any hope of dying!
Why can't I see a perfect life?
With such an ugly life here, I can't stand it anymore and ruin this natural beauty..No one came to pick me up.
I was a little lonely.
I was worried about what to do on my own days."Perhaps from then on, I'm going to lose my wealth.
What's worse is that no one will give me money.
First Miss's days are over.
How can I live without money?
I really like money.
I really can't imagine what a poor life is like.
Anyway, I feel like I'm stuffed with a bunch of weeds.
It's so uncomfortable.
I feel like I'm a fiddle."Thus, he restrained the momentary excitement of being reckless and changed into a depressed face.
His heart was gloomy and cold.However, I thought that Mom would give her money, which was why I chose to come here.
My mother didn't expect this.
I really couldn't leave the money.
If Mom knew, she would go crazy again.
I hope that she didn't think of this.
We were all fine, so it was correct to say that my IQ was high!
I hope I'm not mistaken.
Mom will pay my aunt as I expected.
Otherwise, I will be ugly!.However, I thought that Mom would give her money, so I decided to come here.
My mother didn't expect this.
I really couldn't leave the money.
If Mom knew, she would go crazy again.
I hope that she didn't think of this.
We were all fine, so it was correct to say that my IQ was high!
I hope I'm not mistaken.
Mommy will pay my aunt as I expected.
Otherwise, I will be ugly!But it doesn't matter.
What's the point of worrying about it?
I've experienced so many things.
I'm good at putting myself on the cliff and sneering at others.
So I know that my spirit is different from others, but different..No matter what, I couldn't escape the influence of everyone.
Since I thought that there was something wrong with my mental state, I had to think about it.
Was it because I was worried?
I wasn't worried about the future, and there was nothing I couldn't bear to part with.
People were strange!
Now that I was here, I wanted to see him.
I wanted to see his handsome face, but why did he look so good?
He was the hero in my heart!
I had the relationship of a hero, so I hated me so much.
Would he save me?
Would he save my heart that yearned to die?.No matter what, I couldn't escape the influence of everyone.
Since I thought there was something wrong with my mind, I had to think about it.
Was it because I was worried?
I wasn't worried about the future, and there was nothing that I couldn't bear to part with.
People were strange!
Now that I was here, I wanted to see him.
I wanted to see his handsome face, but why did he look so good?
He was the hero in my heart!
I had a relationship with a hero, so I hated me so much.
Would he save me?
Would he save my heart that wanted to die?I was also a little worried.
I had only come to my aunt's house a few times this year, but I had fallen in love with him.
During my twenty years of life, I didn't even truly love my father, my mother.
In other words, I had never loved anyone, and no one had ever entered my heart.
Therefore, when I fell in love with him, it was hopeless.
All the primitive emotions flooded out like a flood, filling my life with a fresh sensation.
It was a feeling of happiness, youth, and hope.Was it right to be excited and yearning for this?I hoped that something bad wouldn't happen to me if I didn't have a mental problem.
I felt like I was possessed.
I always thought the same way.
I had no choice but to give up everything.
When I came, I felt strange about my courage.
Because I was a person who didn't want to suffer and enjoyed a comfortable life, I didn't leave the house.
Even now, I couldn't bear to part with its brilliance.But now, in my young self, I strongly believe that if I wanted to get close to him, I'd have to look at him.
This was something Mommy had inherited from me.
She looked at the world proudly, and she had to get what she wanted.
She didn't wait, so she should understand me.
If I was crazy, Mum wouldn't be much better.
She just lived a little more mundane than I did, a little more dejected.You could tell from my narrative how much I loathe my mother.So when I thought that I might have a life like her, I felt that life was boring.
How could I not struggle free?I picked up my luggage -- a huge suitcase, all my belongings.
Clothes, clothes, clothes, and makeup that was enough for a year.
And a twenty-thousand-yuan card.
I hadn't prepared enough, but it was too hasty to get any more!
So you should know how I could have left that house so easily?
And there were so many clothes, but I had to stay at home!
I had to go to where I was, and I'd been glued to it for a while..The streets of this little town formed the word well.
The bus station was located at the bottom of the town, and I wanted to go upstream.
The town was flourishing with wood and vegetation.
The newly constructed highway had a long, pure street lamp like a young girl.
It was very imposing, and it matched the buildings that weren't too tall.We walked along the beautiful road that had just been built.
The shade of the tree brushed away the heat of the scorching sun and sprinkled mottled spots of light under my feet.
It felt pretty good.
Looking at the relaxed Na Liang people and the small shops on the side of the road, it really was another world.It was as if people never worked and enjoyed life infinitely, so peaceful and peaceful.I like the eyes they are staring at, those are innocent, pure, and just jealous eyes like children.I liked this little town quite a lot.
I didn't like the noise of big cities, the unfamiliarity of people, and too many ugly things [I think so].
The countryside was too ignorant, so I couldn't stand the coldness and mediocreness.
It was either abnormal or not, at least not noble.
And it was between the two.
The environment was beautiful, simple, and very similar to the English countryside in the next 19th century.The hills were filled with green trees and wildflowers.
There were also clear rivers that flowed around the small town.
Beautiful houses and leisurely people could make a romantic scenery.
That was why my love was here!Every summer, I would come here.
Of course, Mom wouldn't ask me to stay for a few days.
This year, she didn't allow me to come.
She wanted to take me to her so-called social event to marry me.
It was my disgusting life.
I ate a lot of sleeping pills.
I didn't want to kill myself just because I didn't want to.
It was just an excuse.I really wanted to know what heaven was like, and I always wanted to die, especially when I was looking at the blue sky.
Flying on my wings and taking my ocean with me was a good thing!
I'd always wondered why I'd always had this vision in front of me.
What did it mean to me?
But I was still alive, and my mother was afraid that I would do something stupid, so I was allowed to come.Perhaps this was something that was destined for me to meet him.The little town was more important to me now!I was close to my aunt and liked to be drunk here!
I loved it, and I liked it, and how could my mother understand it!
She would only laugh at me for being useless, and only like the poor things.Yes, we never remember that we had a heart and a heart.
She only sighed.
Did you really give birth to me!
Why do you have to do this?
You can think of how helpless and disappointed I am because of me.
Fortunately I have a little advantage, and I am pretty, or else she would have despised me and strangled me!
She thought I was an abnormal child, and she had racked her brain countless times to think if she had eaten something strange when she was pregnant with me and gave birth to a freak like me.."Our personalities are somewhat similar.
I am like her, so how could she not understand?
I have proven that biological evolution is better than blue!