My Dashing Youth

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Chapter 5

So he, this warm and beautiful man!
A dazzling light tore through the dark sky, and it gave him a different color.
His eyes were filled with sincerity, kindness, kindness, and happiness, and he didn't talk to me.
He touched me, and he used his handsomeness to show me a man I thought was perfect.
His heart could no longer be at peace.
He was as pale as a leaf shivering in the cold.
He would never be able to see him again.
This heart would not be able to bear it, more terrible than the thought of dying..He was just like me, an extraordinary and depressed person!
It was not easy to find someone of the same kind!He brought me a seed of love (if it was love, because I didn't know what it was called?) Deep in my heart, I watched him disappear in the corner of the street.
A brilliant ray of sunlight sprinkled on the similarly beautiful silver almond tree on the side of the street, and warmth turned into a dazzling radiance on the leaves.
I smiled.
Alone, a beautiful dream gradually rose in my cold and numb heart.I thought I wouldn't fall in love with anyone, but I didn't expect to come here now.
Although I wasn't sure, the uncontrollable thirst made me so excited!It was a long time before I pulled myself back to reality.
"Cousin, who is he?
What does he do?""Ah, a good guy.
There aren't many people like him nowadays!" My cousin looked at the piece of paper happily and said, stretching his waist.
"Alas, why are you asking about this?" My cousin suddenly turned around and looked at me with a smirk.
"Don't tell me you like him?""..."I looked at my brother strangely.
Since when did this guy become so smart that he could see through my thoughts?
It was my usual calm face that exposed something.
"What are you talking about?
I was just asking.
It seems that I'm different from you." I smiled coldly.Cousin came over with a smile and said, "Yes, yes, you are Big Miss Liu.
How could you come here to bend the rules?
Besides, I really don't dare to imagine who you will marry.
Even if you are willing, your mother won't be able to pass.
She has to find a rich family for you no matter what.
But you won't like such a person either!
Only who can you fall in love with?
You are too difficult to figure out!" Big Brother shook his head and said, "He, he has long since become a celebrity!"Listening to my brother's nagging, I felt like I was sleepwalking.
But in the end, I was shocked.
Ah, the Famous Flower has a master.
What does it mean that he has a girlfriend or that he's already married?
This is an unexpected blow.
Let's laugh.
He's an outstanding person, isn't that right?."Is he married?" I asked nervously, feeling uncomfortable."What look?
How young are you?
How could you get married?" Oh, I finally let out a sigh of relief.
It's okay, it's okay, there's hope, isn't there?"Brother, we're still idle.
Let's talk about our savior." I wanted to know everything about him.It turned out that his surname was Heming Mingzhiyong, who had graduated from university.
Because of his handsome appearance and high quality, he had worked in the small town for less than a month, and had become the public lover of the town.
Naturally, his superior had been appointed as his son-in-law.
He had also chosen the girl named Qixin among the many suitors, and was about to get married..It was easy to imagine how deep my heart had sank.
I didn't expect that my dream would end just like that.
His heart was already belonging to another woman.
Who else would he love?
It was just that the perfect man had given me a discount.
I couldn't have any hope for him.
I couldn't get close to him and talk to him.
I didn't ask much.
He could marry him.
As long as I could see him, he would still like me.
How could I?
He was a hero.
He wouldn't accept such feelings, would he?
I sat in a daze until dusk.
I had many assumptions.
My eyes wandered across the dense mountains, and countless dreams revolved around me until the sun hit my eyes..In the evening, her aunt came back.
When she heard the good news, she was so excited that she almost cried.
"That's great!
That's great!
How can I thank her?" The poor, who had been oppressed for a long time, had done a normal thing according to the law.
To be so excited, it was really pitiful and pitiful!
I sneered.
In this perverted society, he was the one suffering from mental illness!.In the evening, her aunt came back.
When she heard the good news, she was so excited that she almost cried.
"That's great!
That's great!
How can I thank her?" The poor, who had been oppressed for a long time, had done a normal thing according to the law.
To be so excited, it was really sad and pitiful!
I sneered.
In this perverted society, it was a psycho!It wasn't easy for my aunt.
Because of the cerebral bleeding, my uncle had completely lost his ability to work.
Like a three-year-old child, he couldn't stay in the hospital forever.
The fee was called 'Auntie'.
My cousin was also a little gnawing on old people, full of hooligans and second-rate rascals.
He only cared about making friends with his aunt whenever he asked for money.
It must be because he wasn't in a good mood.
I did have to link everything to mental illness.The inside and outside of the shop were all by her aunt.
She was a small shop that was 1.5 meters in size.
It was pitifully small.
If she didn't expand her business, she would have closed the door very quickly.So now that she had done this, how could she not be happy?"Auntie, how much did you spend?" Because her aunt had once told me that according to the current unspoken rules, getting a certificate would cost at least three thousand yuan.
Five thousand yuan.
It would be nice if she was willing to give it to me, but I had always cared about this."Sigh, if we didn't talk about it, we would have met a good person.
We had to do it a year ago, but after looking for him a few times, I couldn't do it.
I knew he was waiting for me to send the money, but I wouldn't have been willing to give him five thousand dollars.
This year, Little He came.
I heard everyone say that he's good, so I thought about it and tried it out.
I didn't expect him to get it done so quickly after understanding our family's situation.
He only spent 120 yuan.
""Hmph," he was a rare person.
He touched my cold heart with warmth, but what did it have to do with me?
Could I have a common story with him?"Xiaorui, he's great.
He even told me that he's done it, let alone him.
I know that he's in national tax.
If the Trade and Commerce Department knew about it, they wouldn't be happy.
Look at how scheming he is.
Everyone in the town likes him.
He's done a lot of things.
Which family's girl is lucky enough to marry him?""My aunt's voice was very beautiful, which was why it came from her mouth.
I felt an inexplicable sense of regret and deep jealousy.
Would he help me in my sad life if I asked him to help me?
Would he not be sad if I had him?I bit my lip and smiled, a strange thought flashing through my mind.
I was different from others.
Would I give up?
His eyes drifted over again!
How could I not see him?Love at first sightLove at first sightThe sky was really too hot.
The hot dust on the road was frozen like fog.
It was really uncomfortable.
Was it just because of the weather?
He looked up at the sky.
It was really too bad.
He couldn't see a cloud.
The sky was gray like a mood, and he was so depressed that he was about to cry.He Zhiyong felt extremely vexed, and his heart was flustered for some reason.
It seemed that there was a reason for his heart to be cold.He sighed softly.
There was nothing to do in the afternoon.
In fact, they didn't have much work to do at any time, unless they had to deal with the inspection of their superiors, prepare the fake materials, and be busy entertaining them in case of trouble.This was not a good thing for He Zhiyong.
In his bones, he was a very positive person.He hated this mediocre, dull, and unchanging day.
He often believed that if he had been born in the war era, he would have been a general.
He liked to challenge and provoke and rush into battle naked.Yes, that's why he wanted to stay in the city too much back then.
He didn't want to live such a warm life in such a small place.
He also fully used his ambition and wisdom to become a famous hero in university.
Unfortunately, his heroic style and quality were useless.
In reality, money and power were the most powerful in society.As a result, when he was assigned to graduate, he shattered his dreams and fell into a remote and pitiful town with a sad expression.
It was a big blow to himself, but he soon got up.
However, you would feel that he was different from before and after.
From his mental state to his speech and behavior, he was more suited to this common society.
His passionate eyes had become sharp and deep, and we would have to slowly figure out what would happen to him..Later on, he met Qixin's father, who had done his best to make him fall in love with him, and transferred him here.
Of course, he could only become his son-in-law, and complete the first step of his life.
He believed that he would be able to live a life of peace.
Who would have known that Qixin's father would continue to work hard with his dreams?
He understood that the foundation he had made for the future was something extraordinary.
It was just a matter of time.
He was becoming more and more fond of the world's deception.
How exciting was that?
It was the worth of men.
We might sympathize with him for the many things he had died.
This was something that even he would occasionally feel sad about..After leaving the small shop, he stood on the side of the street for quite some time and began chatting with Huang Peng.
The girl had been smiling in front of him all this while, and her eyes were glittering with gloominess.
She had bumped straight into his heart and mind, and he couldn't remember what she had said.
He only remembered that his mouth was moving mechanically.With his stop, the women in the small town all focused their gazes on him.
In the shop opposite, there were a few girls chatting.
They hoped to see him more clearly.
In their youthful dreams, they had always dreamed of him.
He knew that all the women in the town loved him so much that they went crazy.
Too many stares made him laugh, but they were still very comfortable.
He knew that his beauty had brought him too much..When he stopped, the women in the small town all turned to look at him.
In the shop opposite, there were a few girls chatting.
They wanted to see him more clearly.
In their youthful dreams, they had always dreamed of him.
He knew that all the women in the town loved him so much that they went crazy!
Too many stares made him laugh, but they were still very comfortable.
He knew that his beauty had brought him too much."Hey, hurry up and leave!
Otherwise, we'll be in a panic soon!" Huang Peng teased.He frowned.
Looking around, he crossed the street and returned to his unit, the National Tax Bureau.The hot weather made most of the colleagues disappear.
[There are only twenty people in the unit].
They must have gone to the river to soak in the water.
After chatting with the remaining two old Wang and Lao Zhang for a while, he returned to his office and sat down.He felt very irritated and restless.
This had never happened before.
Even though he had lost his mother at a young age and had suffered quite a bit by his stepmother's side, he had always been confident and confident because of his beauty and intelligence.
He had never known what he wanted, and had worked hard and never used his energy to deal with things calmly.But now, he felt a little out of sorts!He shook his head and threw the dart hard, but it still didn't work.He was a little angry with himself.
He Zhiyong, what do you want to do?
He took out a cold drink and gulped it down.
Calm down.
She had nothing to do with him.
At the very least, she couldn't do it right now.
Qixin was already there, and she possessed both wealth and power.
She didn't lack beauty, and she could give him everything he wanted.
He slammed the water bottle on the table, but it didn't give him the feeling of his heart beating.
He couldn't give himself the passion to love.
After all, he was a hot-blooded young man, so how could he not yearn for love?
Besides, he actually wanted so much.
She couldn't help but look into his eyes!.Qixin already had Qixin.
She possessed wealth, power, and a good job.
She didn't lack beauty.
She could give him everything he wanted.
He slammed the bottle of water on the table, but it didn't give him the feeling of his heart beating.
He couldn't give himself the passion to love.
After all, he was a hot-blooded young man, so how could he possibly not yearn for love?
Furthermore, he actually wanted it so much.
Her eyes told me that I couldn't avoid looking!He looked down at the streets that smelled of asphalt under the sunlight, and saw many people trampling over them, looking at the faces that were either lustful or vulgar, and who could resist her charm, he smiled lonelyly.
That face had appeared before his eyes again, and he had never thought that there would be such a woman.
She made him feel uneasy, nervous, especially when she aroused the desire to be a man to a woman.
Did he fall in love with her at first sight?
He wondered in his heart that his mother had really seen a ghost.
This was an unlucky afternoon.Yes, his idea was right.
This would be a truly unfortunate encounter in the future.Love came at an untimely time, so it was destined to not have a good result.Back when he was still in university, he had talked about a passionate romance.
He was filled with energy, talent, and excellent taste.
Thus, he chose Song Lina, who had good conditions among his many suitors.
He believed that as long as there were things that he couldn't do, he would be filled with fighting spirits, ideals, and passion.Unfortunately, she had followed her parents' orders to abandon the better person she had chosen.
Back then, she had intended to love Song Lina and hoped that she would help her stay in the city.
However, everything had turned into nothingness.He believed that he would never be able to truly love a person in this life.
This was a painful engraved in his emotions and life, which caused him to gradually deviate from the original path of life.
He abandoned many correct ideals and pursuits, and his heart hardened.
People that could move him became less and less.
The wild rationality had become the ruler of life.
It was really not a good sign that young life emotions had been broken apart.But today, she had regained her emotions.
Had she fallen in love with her?
She had come so fiercely that she was a little afraid!Helplessly, he lowered his head and gently touched his face, thinking to himself: What should I do with her?
This pretty girl is too charming!His yearning for love was definitely not Qixin's.
From the very beginning, he knew that she didn't resemble him too much, because he didn't like the way he was now.
It was just a form of survival.
He was a romantic person, and in his robust body, he had imagined the love between two.He often laughs and laughs at her in the deepest part of his mind.
He despises her for being a silly child who is spoiled and vicious, and doesn't like her endless chatter and complicated schemes.
Women should be kinder, silly, and obedient.But reality told him to choose her.
After being with her for so long, he hoped to develop feelings for her, so before that, he thought that he had already fallen in love with her.
They had done everything except to sleep, and it seemed that they had done well.
Now, all of it was denied by this woman.The corners of his lips curled up in pain, and he laughed in self-mockery.At this moment, the door opened, and his colleague, Chenqinglong, happily walked in.
"Hey, what are you thinking?" He shook his head in front of his eyes and snapped his fingers.
"You're not a girl in love, are you?""There's no distinction between men and women!" Qin Ye glanced at Chen Qinglong.
Fortunately, he wasn't a frivolous man.
He was too arrogant, and there were times when he would be suspected of being a fool.
However, He Zhiyong wasn't looking down on him right now.
Instead, he was a little jealous.
If he were in the same good family as him, he wouldn't have had to worry so much about choosing love, and would have been able to experience the feeling of being with her.This was fate!
He sighed."Why haven't you been so sentimental in a while?" he began again."Yeah, how can I not worry if you don't come in?""I'm not as cunning as you, I know how to do things.
Look at the people in the town saying hello.
Be careful, we're very jealous!
The trees are big enough to attract the wind, you hypocrite.
"He smiled gloomily, which reminded him of her.
He was very similar to her.
Under the circumstances, he was willing to be as kind as possible as a good person.
Now that he had everything, he was willing to help others, especially those people at the bottom of the society, with a good reputation.He didn't smoke or drink.
He didn't have any bad habits, and he was also extremely talented.
He was good at socializing and hardworking.
Therefore, Qixin's father often praised him, saying that he had the ability to lead.He was also a little excited.
Yes, what I lacked was only a rich father.
I would shock all of you!
He would never forget that he had been forced to work in a small town because he didn't have money and authority.
And because his lovers had been crying crocodile tears for the past four years, he had also said goodbye to himself.
Perhaps Song Lina knew what he loved and knew that he didn't love her very much.As for the other rich and powerful fellows, they could enjoy their love and life comfortably in the city.
This life was smooth and smooth, and a young talent like him might not be able to put in much effort in this lifetime.He always felt that this was a disgrace to himself, that men had to change these, and how twisted and perverted their hearts were!
This burden made him possess power crazily.The tragic factor in other people's nature was that they were too greedy and too sensitive to be vain, which made them very brave.
They were too flexible and wanted to scheme against people at all times!"Sigh, why don't we go to the city tonight?" Chen Qinglong suggested.
"We've got a new car on the head today, so let's have our fun." Of course, he was Qixin's father.
Was he really going to spend more than two million RMB on a car?
He had spent several years on this matter.
Sigh, if he were the head, he wouldn't have done this.
He would have done some practical work, but when would that happen?
This was a world of decay!
China was ruining their rotten leaders!.He smiled disdainfully.
"No, what's there to play about?" It was the fun of someone with a good life and no ambition.
He could take the nation's money to find his miss and spend his youth, so how could he?"Qixin didn't allow it, right?
Can't you just bring her along?"Now that he hated hearing Qixin's name, he couldn't help but feel a little angry.
"What are you randomly guessing?
What does it have to do with her if you don't go?" How sensitive was his self-esteem?!
Others must be laughing at me too!
This was a feeling of hatred that he felt every now and then.."What are you pretending for?
Who doesn't know that you're Qixin's beloved sheep?!" Chen Qinglong sneered.
"You're a public lover, so you should show some courage.
How can you let her treat you like that?
It's great that daddy's the director.""Are you a woman?
Why did you start to sow discord between us?
You're a man with ulterior motives!" He hid his hatred for her, and he always hid it.
One day, this tigress would make you pay for it.
He scolded her fiercely.
What was going on?
He had never hated her before.
He was shocked by his own thoughts.
I'm a gentleman, and I've never scolded anyone.
It's really immoral!
I can't do this!."Are you a woman?
Why did you start to sow discord between us?
You're a man with ulterior motives!" He hid his hatred for her, and he always hid it.
One day, this tigress would make you pay for it.
He scolded her fiercely.
What was going on?
He had never hated her before.
He was shocked by his own thoughts.
I'm a gentleman, and I've never scolded anyone.
It's really immoral!
I can't be like this!He should be grateful to Qixin.
After all, she had sincerely given him everything that he wanted.
But when the cruel reality had forced an emotion on them, he had begun to feel resentful and forgot to thank them.
And now, he had brought such a love at first sight to him, telling him to fall in love with her at a speed beyond reality.
What should he do?