Fengning caught up to the rehearsal of the school art festival.
She wanted to play a piano song, which was her specialty.At noon, she grabbed my hand.
To be precise, she pulled me to the small set.
The set was a staircase classroom.
Although it was large, there were too many people who had come.
It was very crowded.
Qiaosha also came.
She also had a program.
It was a song called 'A Cloud With Rain'.When Qiaosha saw me, he frowned and shouted, "Qiujing, you're here just in time.
Quick, bring me my playback disc."This time, I was no exception.
I was going to go away and help her get the CDs.Fengning grabbed my arm and looked at Qiaosha, "Hey, you're too impolite.
Why don't you say 'please', 'remember', 'trouble' no matter what you ask?!""It's none of your business!
Fengning, you've been against me since kindergarten.
Let me tell you something - I, Qiaosha, am not afraid of you." Qiaosha tilted his head and glared fiercely at Fengning.I wrenched free of Fengning's arm and went to the classroom to retrieve a CD for Qiaosha.
This was a CD that was engraved with only background music and melody.
After Qiaosha explained it to me, I went to a CD studio to make it for her.As soon as I returned from the classroom, I handed the CD to Qiaosha.
She stared at the CD coldly and nonchalantly, "Did I get it wrong?""It can't be wrong.
" She didn't have the slightest impression of the appearance of this CD.
From the start, I was the one who helped her do it.
Every time I used it, I would hold it for her and hand it to the teacher in charge of the video broadcast.Fengning walked over, and she and Qiaosha glared at each other.
One of them squeezed out a 'hmph' and dispersed.
In the end, Fengning pulled me to a row of stools.
She took out a tissue and wiped the two chairs next to her.
"I'll do it.
I'll do it myself.""Here you are." A bag of fragrant food was handed to me."What?""You eat first." After speaking, she took out an English book from somewhere, because the cover and cover were all written in English.
She placed the English book on my leg and pressed it hard.
Then she said, "This is a book I used abroad.
It feels good.""There are a total of seven books.
After you finish learning, I will give you those six books."I could feel her eyes staring at me, but I didn't dare to look at her.
Did she know what I was thinking?
I swore that I would surpass her.My English wasn't very good, so I really needed these books."If there's no way, I'll teach you.
"She began to use her nails to cut her nails.
In a moment, she would still have to play the piano.
After the piano was cut, she began speaking again, "Big sis, you don't have to be afraid of Qiaosha.
That person of hers always likes to bully others.
He's really annoying, so many people are annoying him."I noticed the word "bullying" and emphasized it.
If someone was angry at you for being wronged, that person must be someone who treated you well."We knew each other when we were in kindergarten.
At that time, she bullied people and snatched my little red flower.
"The rehearsal at noon began.
Fengning was the first.
She gracefully walked to the front, opened the piano lid, and played.To be honest, ever since the first day I met Fengning, I had been unable to sense the immaturity and ignorance of her.
When I was with her, I would unconsciously forget the concept of age.
She gave me a feeling that other than being refined, she was noble, and there was nothing else.I clearly remembered the time when I was a child.
She had arrived at Maple Mountain early in the morning, and she was so excited that she looked up and opened a squirrel on a tree.
It was really early in the morning, and apart from a few old men who practiced Tai Chi, there was almost no one else in Maple Mountain.
If I hadn't eaten too little and starved last night, I wouldn't have woken up so early and come here.I walked up to her and asked, "Is your house close?"She says, "No, it's very, very far away.
It takes half a day to walk.""Half a day?" Didn't she come here in the middle of the night?
"Heavens, did you come out of the house in the middle of the night?"Fengning was confused.
She rubbed the back of her head, wondering why he had come out in the middle of the night.
She finally realized what was going on.
She smiled faintly, "No, I took a taxi here.
It's going to be very soon."Take a taxi -?This time, I felt dizzy.
What did it mean to take a taxi?
If I smashed the car into pieces, why would it be so fast?
Qiukun often hit me.
These two 'fights' were different, weren't they?She couldn't figure it out and could only ask her, "How do we fight?
With a wooden stick?""Ah, Fengning was stunned for a moment, and then he began to laugh.
"No, what kind of stick is that?
It's just a small sedan.
I'll just sit on it.
Actually, I can take a bus, but it's too early.
I don't even have a bus yet!"I didn't know what to do, so I got into the car.
Why did I call for a taxi?Fengning smiled.
He pulled my arm and walked out of Maple Mountain.
When we arrived at the street, Fengning waved his hand at a small sedan.
The sedan stopped.
It was strange.
The driver stuck out his head and asked, "A taxi?"Fengning nodded and skillfully opened the door.
He said to me, "Go up."I didn't ask anything and obediently got into the car.
However, the driver asked, "You guys are so young.
Where are your parents?
Where are you going?
Are you rich?"Fengning puffed up his cheeks and pinched his hips, "Is the law forbidding children from taking taxis?""N-n-n-no..." The uncle slapped himself on the head and looked at Fengning in shock.
"Young Princess, where did you go?"Fengning took out a piece of money from his pocket and handed it to the uncle, "I'll take a taxi and 10 yuan.
I can go anywhere.
Is it the end or this place?"The uncle suddenly realized something and laughed.
"Little girl, you've grown up.
You're amazing."I didn't understand what Fengning had said, and I didn't understand what he meant.
However, I understood that Fengning must be a dragon among men.When Qiukun scolded me, he often said: People have to be divided into three grades, six ranks and nine grades.Fengning, she belonged to the noblest and most outstanding type of person.There were quite a few twelve-year-olds who knew how to play the piano, but with such talent, Fengning was probably the only one who played the piano like a dream.It wasn't just me.
Everyone present was stunned.It was at this moment that the door of the staircase classroom was kicked open, and a gust of cold wind blew in.
There was a chaotic buzzing sound, shouting, insulting, clamoring, threatening, and turning into a mess of porridge.From the scolding and shouting, I could tell that they were Zhao Qijun's family.
They had his father, his mother, and his seven aunties and eight aunties.
They had gathered a large group of people.
Zhao Qijun was the only son of their family for several generations.
Now that he was dead, his family wouldn't give up.
They wouldn't let me live in peace, nor would they let me live a good life.They found out from somewhere that I had gone to school again.
Their son had returned to the warm classroom on the Yellow Springs Road, and it made them feel unbalanced and unjust.
The police couldn't punish me, and they wanted to punish me in their own way, until I was expelled from school, or I didn't study, or wandered, or beggared, or sent me to work school, with a group of criminal children.They howled like wolves:"Devil, that little devil, why isn't she dead?!!""Wangba Bagaozi, Qiujing, your heart has been eaten by the wolves!
Let the dogs swallow it!!!""Damn the school, the dean who helps evildoers!
Teacher, you bastard, how can you let murderers go back to school?!!""Heavens, my son, you died so miserably, so miserably!!!"The entire staircase room was in an uproar.
They were fighting with the staff, and they wanted to make things worse.
The bigger the better, so they weren't afraid of hitting the teacher or smashing things.
This was their goal.She was an old woman with a stick in her hand.
It was probably Zhao Qijun's grandma or grandma.
She pursed her lips and narrowed her eyes.
Then, she reached out with one hand to grab my neck.I wasn't afraid at all.
She was older, and I was only 13 years old.
If we fought, we wouldn't be in a good position!But Fengning immediately ran over and stood between me and the matriarch.
He spread his arms and shouted at the matriarch, "You're not allowed to hit people.
Why are you beating people?"The matriarch opened her palm, ready to slap Feng Ning in the face.
For some reason, she slowly lowered her hand.
Yu Fengning was carrying me, so I couldn't see her expression.
From her tone, I could tell that she had an awe-inspiring aura.
It was a kind of holy and inviolable aura.
Many people's emotions would fade away because of this.The matter had really blown up.
The principal personally asked about this.Zouna called me to his office and walked back and forth with a sigh.
Then, she walked around me, tired, and couldn't suppress the anger in her heart, "Qiujing, what's going on with your family?
Your parents still don't care about you.
Either you don't pick up your calls or...!" She sighed, "Qiukun is your father, right?
He actually said that the school can deal with whatever you want.
After all, you're an illegitimate son, and he doesn't want you anymore."Qiujing, let me ask you something.
Since your father doesn't care about you, what about your mother?
She doesn't care, she doesn't care, and our school doesn't care."..."Zhiming and Qiukun had recently gotten divorced, and their own affairs had been in a mess.
Even their own son, Qiuyun, couldn't be bothered to deal with them, so how could they have the time to meddle in my affairs?"Qiujing, hurry up and speak.
What do you want to do?
Things have escalated to this point.
It's impossible without a final resolution."Zouna planned to fire me for causing such a huge commotion.Zhao Qijun, even if you knew about it, you wouldn't have expected that not long after you died, your parents and your family would give me the most precious lesson: make things big."Qiujing, if your parents don't come to school, if you can't settle this matter, and if that father of yours continues to treat this matter with such a barbaric attitude, please leave the academy for the time being."This school really couldn't accommodate me.
From the very beginning, Zouna had twitched his nose and twitched his eyes, racking his brains to kick me away from her line of sight.
Now that Zhao Qijun's entire family had been forced into a corner, he didn't give up.
My foster parents, Zhiming and Qiukun couldn't stand up for me at all.
As such, my situation worsened, and my departure became my only option.I picked up my bag and ran out of the school gates without looking back.Was she wrong?Did I really do something wrong?If I were to face Zhao Qijun's death and choose to save his life, what would happen?
Perhaps it would be very warm.
Zhao Qijun wouldn't bully me anymore, and their entire family would also thank me.
Could it be that I was too stupid to think that I was smart enough to force myself into a dead end?!This kind of stupidity and self-opinionation had once harmed me.
When I was in the first year, my older brother, Qiuyun, was in the same grade as me.
Qiuyun's grades were good, and my grades weren't good.
Qiukun would be happy to see his son's grades were better than mine, and he would even celebrate.
In order to make him happier, I deliberately answered a few wrong questions during my final exam.
The result was that I had to stay in the class.Qiukun scolded me and beat me.But what happened this time was too big.
Zhao Qijun was dead.
What would happen in the end?No, no.
I won't allow myself to be wrong, I won't admit defeat, and I won't stop.
There's only one path for me, and that's going straight ahead.
Others are wrong, you can start again.
I can't.
Once I'm wrong, it will be completely delayed."I want to find my mummy.
If I find my mummy, everything will be fine.
Even if I don't get expelled from the crappy school, I won't go study there.
Daddy will send me overseas to learn how to play the piano and learn a lot of things that I can't learn here.The orphanage was still the same.
This was my second time here.I pressed my face anxiously against the iron gate and looked inside.
There was a man on the flower bed ahead, dressed in white and with long hair, drifting and fierce, with bleak eyes.This young man -?It was almost as though he had seen Zhao Qijun before.
He recalled how Zhao Qijun's father had slapped me the other day.
It was this young man who had helped Zhao Qijun's father and taught him a lesson.
Then, like a cloud of clouds, he left in a flash.Why was he here?
In the orphanage?He clearly remembered that day when Qiukun saw this young man, his expression was filled with anger and indignation.At the orphanage, Qiukun was furious.
Qiukun knew who Zhiming's illegitimate son was.
The three of them had already been listed together.
What did this mean?This young man was the illegitimate son of Zhiming and the other man?Many times, my judgment was so precise that it was stunned.
Even though I'd done a lot of ridiculous things.A person came out of the small room next to me.
The uncle who guarded the door the last time he saw him.
The uncle also recognized me.
He shouted angrily, "Hey, it's you again?
What do you want?
Didn't you say you were looking for someone?
Why did you leave last time?""I'm the one she's looking for.
" The one who spoke was a young man.
His body was even more agile than a leopard's.
He leapt over and arrived at the main gate.
"Open the door, we're friends.
"The uncle didn't say anything else.
He opened the door and let me in.
Then, he returned to his hut.He asked, "Are you looking for someone?"I just nodded, staring at his long hair.
It was rare for a girl to have such elegant long hair.
And he was still a boy.He didn't ask who I was looking for, but led me to the back of a building.
There was a different grotto here.
There were many trees planted here, and a small shed made of five or six plastics.
There was something planted in the shed, and I couldn't see through the plastics.
There were also a lot of forging tools, sandbags, and stakes."Why would those people hit you?""They said I killed their son, Zhao Qijun.""This is a small matter.
" His tone was cold and emotionless beyond ordinary people.
It wasn't too much to call him cold-blooded.It turned out that not only was his eyes confused and cold, but his heartbeat and blood were also cold.
I didn't know what had happened to him, but one thing was that I found my own shadow in his confusion and coldness.
The way I felt in life, it was the way he was confused and indifferent.We walked together, going around the numbers of each tree.
We stepped on the same pace in some kind of resonance, and this resonance, perhaps, was cold!In the indifference, I fell in love with him.I noticed that his face was incomparably beautiful.
His coldness was just as beautiful, and his long hair."You have long hair," I said, my eyes unfocused."I'm an orphan.
I don't have money to cut hair."I laughed, but then I laughed.
A hint of sadness appeared on his cold face.
Humans must have their own self-esteem.
Humans must have their own scars.
The laughter pricked the dusty scars.I hurried to control my unrestrained laughter.
At that moment, I felt that the world was in a state of chaos.
After an unknown period of time, I took out the money from my pocket and handed it to him, as if I had been cursed.I didn't have much money in my pocket, and even if I added it together, it wouldn't reach n pain because of his sadness.
Why did he take out a pitiful amount of money?
The moment he took out the money, his consciousness was completely blank.
Perhaps it was because of pity.
Did I have the right to pity him?
Or was it because of a feeling called love?
It didn't seem to be the case.Or perhaps it was simply because they trusted each other?
Even though I had a ninety percent chance of success, I didn't ask him - Do you know Zhiming?
Since you didn't dare to lower your guard and guard against him, why do you say that you don't trust him?Moreover, I didn't have the strength to ask for his help out of a flattering attitude, because my mind was blank.Or perhaps it's because of the confusion and coldness that they're born with a kindred relationship, right?Nian Yu stared blankly, and so did I.The north wind blew away a few pitiful yuan.He leapt into the air, his movements faster than the wind, and he easily caught several dollars in the wind.
Then, he grabbed my hand, stuffed the money into his palm, and said, "Thank you so much!
You can't take this money.
Call me Nian Yu -"Nian Yu, his name was Nian Yu.The sound of the word "Yu" hadn't yet come out.
I heard a familiar sound of footsteps, and I was scared out of my soul.Zhiming, this was Zhiming's movement.She absolutely couldn't let Zhiming know that I had been here before.
If she knew that her daughter, who had worked so hard to raise, was still thinking about her other mother, she would be disappointed, discouraged, and lazy.
If she couldn't find her mother and Zhiming would give up on raising her, then I would be done for.This place was empty and it couldn't hide people at all.Nian Yu intelligently sensed my panic.
His wits were a bit more steady.
He opened the nearest plastic shed and allowed me to hide inside.
Then, he walked toward the sound of footsteps.
Nian Yu and Zhiming met and talked about something, but I couldn't hear clearly.A 16-year-old youth reflected the wisdom and wisdom of someone of the same age as him.I could see Zhiming and Nian Yu walking into the building through the small cracks in the plastic room.
I used this chance to get out of the plastic shed, ducking to my left and to my right.
Then, I swept my gaze across the gatekeeper uncle and left the orphanage.This orphanage wasn't that big.
There was only one gate, and anyone who entered or left would have to pass through it.
Zhiming had been here for a long time, so she must have known the guard uncle.
If the uncle had remembered my appearance and voice, and if the young Nian Yu really was Zhiming's illegitimate son, the uncle would have come to see me.Not good, things are not looking good.Thinking back to how naive and reckless I had been in the past, and how I had been forced into a desperate situation again and again, I couldn't let anything slip past me.
I didn't want to miss out on a single detail.Perhaps, I really need someone to help me.When they returned home, there really wasn't anyone at home.
All they knew was that Zhiming had gone to the orphanage, and Qiuyun had participated in a competition on behalf of the academy.
He definitely wouldn't be able to return today.
Where did Qiukun go?The house was very quiet.
After living for more than ten years, I finally felt its silence today.
I didn't eat, but sat on my chair and stared blankly at the familiar yet foreign scene at home.At around six o'clock in the evening, Qiuyun called and asked me if I had eaten.
He also said that there were three packs of frozen dumplings in the fridge.
He had bought them for me at noon and had specially prepared them for me.Why was she so thoughtful?Qiuyun often participated in competitions on behalf of the school, so it wasn't a rare thing not to go home for three or three days.

What happened today?
What did he know?My arm trembled, and there was a bad omen."Sister, do you know that Father and Mother are getting divorced?
They've been arguing all morning and they want to divorce no matter what.
""Then what should we do?""Don't be afraid.
No matter what happened, Big Brother will protect you."He's protecting me?He was also a child, so how could he protect him?"Brother, aren't you worried?""What's the point of worrying?
I've been trying to persuade them.
They didn't listen and even threw things.
""Why don't we think of a way?""The idea is to leave these things to Brother, you don't have to worry.
They don't like you to begin with.
If you get involved, the more you help.
You're hungry, eat something!""Brother, I'm a little scared.
If they really get divorced, this family will be gone.
""Don't be afraid.
I heard from my brother that if they were together, it would be really painful to let them suffer endless pain for the sake of this family.
This is too inhumane.
As a child, no one wants to see their parents divorce.
But as a child, they have no right to plunge their parents into endless pain for their own happiness."Right?"I really didn't know that Qiuyun had already developed this concept from the start of time.
As for me, I had already developed this concept a long time ago.
I hoped that they would divorce and divorce, and that there wouldn't be any more quarrels and arguments.However, once I got divorced, my situation would be even worse.Once they got divorced, Qiuyun wouldn't mind.
Qiukun would want him, and Zhiming would like him as well.
Also, Zhiming had a younger brother, and that was, Qiuyun's uncle.
His uncle didn't have children, and he was surprisingly fond of Qiuyun.
He wholeheartedly wanted Qiuyun to be his son.
However, his uncle didn't seem to care about me at all.
Every New Year's festival, he only allowed Qiuyun to go to his home, and didn't allow me to go there.Once Zhiming realized that I was trying my best to find my mother, would she still raise this heartless foster daughter?I held the English book that Fengning had given me.
It was for their first grade, and I had been in the fifth grade for a year.
There were still a lot of things I didn't know.This was the gap between them.
The distance between them was getting further and further.
Not to mention that the school expelled me, even if I continued to study there, I would never catch up to Feng Ning.
Feng Ning knew so many things and she also knew how to play the piano.
It was impossible for her to be cultured without an environment.Who said that?
She would rather be a glorious empress than be a beggar for the rest of her life!Qiujing, you've forgotten your wild nature!He remembered that Fengning had given me a number - it was her phone.She dialed a number and made a call.
It was clear that Fengning was anxious and anxious.
She quickly asked, "Big sis, how are you?
Where are you?""It's nothing, it's fine.
It's just a little cold." The house was actually very warm."Cold?
Aren't you home?" She could feel that she was worried."At home.
They've all gone out.
I'm alone.""How can this be?
What about your parents?""I'm an illegitimate child, adopted child, the bastard child that other people call.
You don't know!""Ah..." The news was unexpected, and she was stunned for a moment, and the conversation paused for a moment.
"Sister, are you hungry?""It's nothing.
The last two times I was hungry wasn't much.""No, we're still kids.
If we're hungry, we'll get sick.
" Her tone was serious.
"How about this, sister?
Come to my house.
It just so happens that I'm alone tonight.
"I have to.
That's what I need."You're all alone, and your parents don't want you anymore?" I was just pretending to be stupid.
Fengning's father was the mayor of the city, and his mother was the director of the largest hospital in the city.
They were very busy at work, and it was normal for them to work overtime at night."Oh no.
Let's meet somewhere near the school.
Just you wait."Half an hour later, we met at the flower terrace at the school gate.
She arrived first, and I arrived later.
She ran over and hugged me, just as the long-awaited impulse.The warmth surprised me, and I didn't know what to do.
We didn't speak, and we could feel each other's heartbeats.We took a taxi, and the sedan drove for more than half an hour and got out of a very luxurious neighborhood.
Our hands were always holding each other, and her hands were very tight, as if to tell me, no matter when the storm or the collapse of the iceberg, don't let go.We passed through the stream and passed through the small pavilions, passing through the wooden houses that we had seen on TV.
Eventually, we reached a building with a total of four floors.I also know that this is a European design.
I've liked houses like this since I was a child.
I can recall some pictures of An Tusheng's fairy tales.
The houses are tall and big, and they are also top-notch.I knew Yang Tree, Willow Tree, cypress tree, and cedar tree, but there were some that I didn't know.
However, only white pigeons and magpies could be called in the sky.
There were also wild birds whose names couldn't be called.
They were big and small, and they were all colorful.
They were so cute.It was a huge forest!Fengning walked into the house and handed me a pair of soft slippers.
My house was in a bungalow, and I didn't need to change my shoes when I entered the house.
It was my first time seeing these slippers with a strange repulsion, so I held them in a daze."Here, take a rest." Seeing my stupefaction, he took the slippers away from my hand and motioned for me not to change.
"Come to my room."I'm really tired.
I need a rest.
Fengning's bed is big and soft.
I jump up and roll on it.
It's so comfortable.
It's a long time before I realize it's a water bed.
The crystal glass bed is soaked with pebbles and shells.
How magical.Lying on the bed, I smelled a strong fragrance that overflowed with saliva.
Fengning must have made something delicious, and the humiliation in his heart had eased a little.
I slid off the bed, intending to see what Fengning had done.
However, their home was too big, and there were too many rooms.
If I wasn't careful, I would have lost my way.
This place was the most suitable place to play hide and seek.Opening a room, one could smell the scent of sandalwood the moment the door opened.
There were many pairs of lines hung on the wall along with landscape paintings and a large bookshelf stood on the eastmost side.
Standing in front of the bookshelf, one saw a desk.
Behind the desk, there was a pair, "One must have justice for one's conscience and justice for one must have justice.""..."I'm so confused.
How familiar is this?Thinking of this, Fengning told me that this was a famous quote from Fuxuan, a motto that served the purpose of law enforcement.Turning his head, he saw a pair of pairs: "I don't talk much about politics.
I have to take a rest to deal with it.
When I am in charge of official affairs, everything I think about is related to the national plan of the people.
"This was a warning from the Qing Dynasty!
That day, Fengning told me this.
I was confused and confused when I heard it.
It was because when Fengning recited this sentence, she was so intoxicated and high-spirited that I wrote down such a long sentence.Fengning's father was the mayor.
Fengning had great ambitions.
One day, she would leap into the sky and soar into the sky."Sister..." Fengning came over, and when she saw me staring at the couplets, she said to me, "These are all written by my dad himself, and there are a lot of them.
Look -"She placed the plate that contained a variety of cakes on the side and opened a drawer.
Sure enough, it was full of matching dishes, emitting the aura of brush and ink."I admire Dad the most.
But I don't want to be someone like Dad.
I want to be like Mom, an absolute professional, a scholar."She took my hand and happily led me into another room, where there was a very beautiful piano, black, gleaming elegantly.She knew how to play the piano and had a high level of skill.She pressed it to the sofa next to the piano.
At that moment, the lotus-like, petal-like lamp hanging on top of the room was suddenly extinguished.
She had already expected it.
Six thick red candles were lit in a playful way, and the candlelight was dimly lit, and the room swayed, and the color was romantic.She sat in front of the piano herself and opened the lid.
She knew how to play the piano, and was very accomplished.
She had played the piano in a very noble opera house in Vienna.
It was a priceless piano, red wine, candlelight, applause, and everyone's attention.Fengning, do you know that I would hate you because of jealousy?
At the same time, you made me hate you.
This proved that you were wise, or that you were stupid.When will I be able to enjoy everything that Fengning has?If I wanted to find my mother, I had to find her.
If I could find my mother, then I would be able to receive education from aristocrats.
Only then would I be able to surpass Fengning.
I firmly believed in this.
As long as the conditions allowed me to do so, I would definitely be able to surpass Fengning.Fengning smiled and turned his head around.
The scarf on his head was brimming with flowers, and he blinked his eyes.
At this moment, she was a little shy."When I was listening to concerts, they would do the same thing.
The light and the mood are not only beautiful, but it's really romantic."At this moment, I had the urge to destroy the piano.
I really wanted to burn down such a beautiful room and destroy the entire building.
I thought that if the person I was facing today wasn't Fengning, and if I really couldn't find my mother, I would definitely do the same thing.He had completely lost his mind.
After doing all of these things, he immediately jumped down from the stairs and roared, "I'm Qiujing.
Qiujing can also fly up!"Fengning placed his hand on the piano keys.
As soon as the wind blew, the piano would emit a melody.She asked me, "Do you like the marks of rain?
I used to play this song often.
I'm the most skilled, so play this."Like this, she bounced up.I didn't know the melody, but I could definitely tell that she played it really well.
It was as elegant as water and as fragrant as fog.
She wasn't only able to play a melody, but also an indescribable love.
It wasn't pleasant to listen to, it was warm and loving.Coupled with the candlelight, this place had become a palace for the soul.At the end of the song, the chandelier in the room lit up.
She smiled at me and asked intoxicatedly, "Do you like it?""Do you believe me?" I demanded."Believe what?" Fengning was baffled by the sudden question."They all said that I killed Zhao Qijun.
Who do you believe?"She didn't answer the question directly.
Perhaps this question made things difficult for her.
She walked down the piano, picked up the plate of pastries, picked up a piece of pastry, and handed it to my mouth.
I didn't open my mouth, but took the pastry with my hand and put it in my mouth."Big sister, the key to this incident is no longer the same as before.
What happened in the past and how it happened, is no longer important." Her eyes were bright and confused.
I didn't know what a pair of bright and blurry eyes could read.
"Actually, the key question is, you have to know what to do in the future."Don't let yourself get hurt.
Of course, it's best if you don't let others get hurt.""Do you believe me, then?" I insisted.She nodded vigorously.
"No matter what you do, I believe that you are right.
I will support you.
We are sisters, right?""Fengning, do you think I should go find my own mother?"She asked in response, "Do you want to look for it?"I didn't want to be too cunning in front of her.
I nodded firmly, my eyes wide and staring at her."But she doesn't want you anymore.""I want to find her too.
""Why?""I hate people calling me a bastard, a child without parents.
If I find my parents, I won't be a child without parents.
""Sister, have you ever hated them?" She blinked at me.Hate her -?This was really a problem with the icy plains.
They had been uncultivated since ancient times.
I had never considered this issue.
I insisted on looking for my mother and found a towering mountain peak.
Standing on the mountain peak, I could jump into the expectations of the pavilion and Yu Yuyu.If they could provide me with these, why would they hate them?If they couldn't provide them with these, why would they need them?"Then do you know how to find mummy?"I shook my head.
I didn't know for the time being."Alright, don't worry too much." She grabbed my hands tightly, and Dang Qiuqian waved them back and forth.
"Let's work hard together.
We'll find Mommy one day." Then, she released her grip, clenched her fists, and raised her arms.
Her expression was serious, as if she were declaring her strength.Fengning wanted to accompany me to find my mother, but the truth was that I really needed Fengning's help.
One person was too lonely, and the two of them had to take care of each other.I couldn't be sure if she knew that she was the one who set my mother's flame on fire.When I was a child, I was so stupid and stupid that there was no cure.
I always thought that bastards were mean creatures.
Bastards were different from normal children.
They didn't have a father or mother.
They came to this world, and then they died.So I don't have so many pursuits at all.
What noble, what outstanding, what amazing, all these things, I haven't even thought of.
I only have a pitiful plea: Don't be beaten and scolded, you can't starve to death when you have food, that's enough.But this stupidity had only been broken after meeting Xiao Fengning.Xiao Fengning told me that only intelligent and noble Xiao Zhuan could become a child.
From that moment onward, I realized that I was born not lowly, not lowly.That time, when a group of children bullied a child (bastard), Fengning began to quarrel with a group of children.After the quarrels ended, the clamor also ended.
I was left in a daze on the open grass, and there was also Feng Ning, who was filled with righteous indignation.Fengning furrowed his brows in worry.
After holding it in for a long time, he began to sweat profusely.
She suddenly asked, "Big sis, do you hate illegitimate children?""I hate it, of course I hate it," I raised my voice and swore.
"Who doesn't hate illegitimate children?
They don't have parents.
They want someone else's parents to be their own parents.
If that's the case, they won't have parents."It didn't hurt my conscience to say that, because that was what I had understood.
Bastards -- it was a word made of salt from guilt.
Their shells were pain, and their cores were helplessness.
Because they were guilty, they had to be bullied.
I sympathized with them, because they were one of them.
At the same time, I really had no choice but to run."But I have to have a father and mother as well," said Fengning.
But how could this be possible?I knew that I didn't have a father or mother, because I was an illegitimate child."No, the bastard has no father, no mother," I insisted.Fengning shook his head, "Then, where did their parents go?""Their parents?
Probably -- about -- about -- about --" I thought about it for a long time before I could think of something.
"Probably like hatching chicks.
Think about it, there are some eggs.
Old hens lie on top of them every day, eggs turn into chicks, and these chicks have parents."There are some eggs placed in a big, stuffy and hot cage, and the eggs turned into chickens.
These chickens are gone.
"There were a lot of chickens in the house, some were hatched by old hens, and some were made from the big stuffed pot.Fengning scratched his head and thought for a while, "That's not right, then.
Where's daddy?
They don't even have a dad?"Thank you, this is truly a profound question!"No.
All the children have Father and Mother.
There are some things the child doesn't know who his Father and Mother are."Is that so?
I have my own parents?
Then, where did they go?
Why didn't they want me anymore?She had only known Fengning for a few days, but I believed her.
She was right.So, I really have my own father and mother.
It's not like how they scold me.
I'm a child without parents, not a bastard.The flame that was looking for his mother was ignited and activated.Fengning had an extravagant doll in his arms while he was sleeping.
I couldn't sleep, so I rolled back and forth.
Fengning couldn't sleep either.
I wondered if he had been disturbed by me.Fengning gave me a piece of good news.
Teacher Zou gave up on the idea of firing me.
She was communicating with the school.
I would be able to go to school in a few days.This was indeed good news, but it also owed Fengning a favor.
How could Zouna be kind for no good reason?I hurriedly used Fengning's phone to call home, but no one answered.
There was no one in the house, and neither Zhiming nor Qiukun had returned home.Fengning didn't know what was going on, so he asked, "Are you afraid that your parents will worry when they come back?""If they know I don't come home at night, they'll drive me away.""Huh?" Fengning's mouth fell open.
"They mistreated you?""No." I shook my head.
"But I want to find my mother as soon as possible and find her.
I don't have to worry all day.""Fengning, you're the smartest.
Think about it - what do you want to do?""You're here again." She hit my head with the doll.
"You're really intelligent, don't you know?""Sister, do you have a goal?""There's a young man in an orphanage.
He's Zhiming, and he's the son of my mother today.
Perhaps he knows something about that young man.""Then go find him?""I'm worried that if Zhiming and Qiukun find out, they won't let me look for that young man.""Aiya, that's easy to handle.
I'll just go.
They don't know who either?""Thank you, Fengning.""Oh, you're welcome." Fengning smiled.
"What does he look like?""He's sixteen years old.
His hair is long, and he looks like a girl.
You can ask him if he's Zhiming's son.
There's no need to ask about anything else."I knew I didn't have a habit of provoking people, and that was that I never took the initiative to beg for someone to do anything for me.
I wouldn't ask for help when I needed it so much.
I would subtly lure the other party and ask them to help me.This habit was very similar to that of wild cats.When the hungry wild cat was about to starve to death, it would never go to the feet of humans to seduce and beg.
The wild cat would stay far away and call out one or two times, hinting to humans that it was too hungry.
If humans were to give it something and throw it away, it would alertly step forward and take it away.After escaping from the sight of the humans, a secluded area nervously ate the food.This habit was probably due to fear towards the surrounding environment.
There were too many uneasiness and a strong sense of security in his body.I'm such a person.
I've been yearning to rely on, but I don't dare to.
Lonely walking, alert like a wild cat, silent.......