The night sky was bright.
I didn't know I'd seen so many stars by the sea.
They looked bigger and brighter than usual.
I didn't use perfume from any big brands that day, but chose a kind of plant oil.Sima Qiaosheng had said that he liked it.The night by the sea was extremely beautiful.
It was like a dream, and no one had ever known it before.The stars by the sea seemed to have lives, flickering irregularly, between light and dark.
No wonder there were articles carved at the beginning of the hour.
There were always children who knew how to breathe when drawing stars.The dark blue sky was vast and boundless, and the dark blue sea surface was gentle and steady.
Even if one couldn't hear the cries of the gulls, they couldn't see the sea of people coming and going.
This place seemed ordinary.We walked casually by the sea, and he looked enraged.Strange, it seems like his indifference is only outwards, but the real him is very uncertain."Are you using coldness to cover your uneasiness?" I asked as I looked into his deep eyes.
I had a feeling that there were many stories behind this man.
He wasn't a simple rich young master.I remembered it clearly.
At that time, he was still dressed in the same white linen that he wore when he first came to the beach.
In my memory, it seemed that every time he went to the beach, he always dressed in this set of clothes.He looked down at me.
"You're uneasy?""Yes, uneasiness," I repeated, lifting my hand and lifting the short hair in front of my forehead.There was a strange look in his eyes.
"How do you treat losing your life?"This question surprised me."I didn't think about it.
I guessed it was a patch of black." I closed my eyes, and the sea breeze brushed my cheek.
"And loneliness and cold."As I tried to think as deeply as I could about his questions, he leaned his face closer and whispered into my ear, "Would you like to be a plant of mine?"This sudden approach caused my heart to shake violently, as if my breathing was in a mess.That noble Ancient Dragon Fragrance made me wonder if I could open my eyes."Sima Qiaosheng, you shouldn't be a teacher.
You should go do business with your father." I still closed my eyes and experienced the sea breeze mixed with ancient dragons.
I gently stroked the weakness in my heart."Why?" His hand moved forward on my cool arm.The scorching heat on my fingertips instantly ignited my heart."Why not?"I just repeated the question to myself.
At this time, I had missed the rationality.
I didn't care what it was for.We were on land in the water, and the murmur of the sea was the only combination of night.I didn't know that this seemingly stubborn man would go crazy like this.For a moment, I suddenly felt afraid.
I just wanted to use him to get into a discussion class and not solve him.
I didn't know what kind of person he was at the end.
Although I wasn't worried about these things, his deep and unfathomable eyes revealed a white light in front of my eyes.."No!" I shoved him away and sat up.I didn't know what was going on, but my intuition told me that I wouldn't be able to deal with it if I continued.But I didn't want to.
When I turned around, I coincidentally met his eyes.
Those slender eyes were full of blood, and the tips of his eyes were slightly raised.
He looked like a werewolf in the rumors.A rush of hot air washed over my face, and the strong scent of male hormones in his nose made it hard for me to breathe.He pulls my hairpin out, and his long hair flutters in the wind.The next attack was complete robbery.We screamed in pain as the waves rose and fell.The seawater wet his clothes, and his white robe was half soaked in the salty seawater.My calf and an arm felt the icy touch of the seawater.
Compared to Sima Qiaosheng's hot body, it was bright.
The feeling of merging ice and fire split people into halves.That's right, what did losing life mean?In the blink of an eye, I thought of something like that.Under Sima Qiaosheng's powerful arm, I didn't need to struggle.
Between his slightly misty lips, I didn't need to resist.
It was as if I had experienced the meaning of losing my life.The sweetness was ruthless and cold, lingering and trembling, but it was meaningless.Sima Qiaosheng was my first man, but to a woman like me, he never thought that I would follow him for the rest of my life.He was, however, climbing up the wooden ladder.It turned out that I was a middle school student.
My two elders were ordinary workers, and they were not bad at all.
After all, they were all normal people, and my family was very complicated.
My biological father had been in a car accident since before I went to the middle school.Mom later married me to her father.The first time I saw this man, I found him annoying.He was thin, not tall, and had a very wretched appearance.
His eyes were always shining with something that made one feel threatened.Thinking back to the first time I saw him, I felt uneasy.
I tried to explore and talk to my mother, but I didn't want to come and go with this private person again.However, his mother said that he could help us build a complete and solid family.
He was a small boss who worked in construction materials.You know, my mother needs a financial backlash, or she can't afford my school fees and my family's expenses just by her monthly salary.At that moment, I scolded this skinny and hateful man.A month later, his mother was going to marry him.I resisted silently.
I strictly forbidden them from entering my room, and locked myself in my room every time school was over, listening to music or painting.Gradually, I noticed that my father's actions were a little strange.One day, her mother worked overtime in the factory, but her father went out to socialize and hadn't gone home yet.I turned off the lamp early in the morning and locked the door tightly.
At about midnight, there was movement outside.The sound of my stepfather kowtowing continued.
Then, I heard him walk to my door and knock hard on it.
He called out softly, "Xiaomei, are you asleep?"I held my breath and pretended not to hear.He shouted twice more.Seeing that I didn't react, I got up.After a long time, my tensed nerves gradually relaxed, and I felt sleepy.But just as I was about to sleep, the door rang again.
Would anyone come to my house at this hour?I suddenly woke up.
It was strange today, and there was a special smell in the air.Perhaps I was born with a natural sense of shrewdness, but something was going to happen tonight.Suddenly, there was the sound of a woman talking in front of the door.
"Old fogey, are you crazy again?
Why are you asking me to come here so late?"This sound was very loud.Her stepfather's voice sounded intermittently, "Ay, don't twist your arms and legs like this.
I've raised you for so many years, how can you still have such a big temper?"Could it be that her father had been raising women outside all this time?I was already absolutely awake.
The tree rose and listened, creeping over to my door.I gently opened the door and didn't see anything.
Could it be that the two of them had already entered the bedroom?
I snuck out through the door and tiptoed to the two elderly bedrooms.
They didn't lock the door, so curiosity urged me to take the risk again.
I gently pushed the door open and there was a small gap in the door.
I secretly watched.
I would never forget this scene..There was a dim and dim bedside lamp in the room, and his father was naked, climbing on top of the woman's life, roaring loudly and powerfully.
That woman's ordinary body was full and soft like a vicious person, and her long red hair flowed down on the white bed sheet..My blood rushed up to my head.
I wanted to break through the door, but...I quietly ran back to my bedchamber and laid down on my new bed, my heart full of mad love and hatred, wishing I could chop him into pieces.
He had been done by his mother.At this time, her mother was working hard in the factory, and he, this beast, was doing such a shameful thing in her mother's bed.No, I can't be lenient.What should I do?There was an apple knife on the desk.
I rolled out of bed and grabbed it.But just as I was about to reach the door, a shrill, piercing voice scared me.It's that woman's voice.
What's going on?I couldn't help but run out of the bedroom.Her stepfather rushed out like a madman, hugging the naked woman in his arms.He looked at me in surprise, completely forgetting that the woman in his arms was still smoking.I was stunned, too.
I stared straight at the man and woman in front of me."Xiaomei, what are you going to do?"Her stepfather finally opened his trembling lips and squeezed out these words.It was then that I realized I was still holding the apple knife."I..." I didn't know what to say.
The scene before me had already exceeded my expectations.Suddenly, the hands of the woman in his arms twitched violently.
Before I could react, my father had already put on his clothes and rushed out of the room.
My mind went blank, as if someone had dug out my memories.
I couldn't remember what had happened after so many years.The next morning, her father returned.His face was pale.I didn't say anything.
I went to school for breakfast.From then on, every time I met his father's eyes, he looked at me with all his might, as if he wanted to see me in my bones.
I thought he knew why I had the knife that day, but strangely, he had never mentioned it again.
And I had never said a word to him since that day.Mom didn't know anything.
She always thought that I was a stubborn child, but because the pressure of going to a high school was too great and she didn't like this stepfather, she expressed such extremes.I didn't say a word to my mother.
I didn't expect to see her sad.
She was such a kind and gentle woman, and God trusted the man by his side.
I hoped that she would never suffer any harm in the future, with her good fortune of hiding her ears from the bell.From then on, I was convinced that I needed to be strong and strong enough to take care of my mother.I want to take her away from here.One month before the college entrance exam, my stepfather suddenly came looking for me.Our meeting was very simple.
He gave me enough money to ask me to go to college, but he hoped that I would never mention anything about what happened that night, including my mother.I looked down on the man in front of me, but I needed money.
I nodded and accepted his offer.I knew that from now on, his weakness was in my hands.
I could drive this old man.For the next month, I started to plan my revenge.He went crazy and used his money to treat his classmates to a meal, buy study supplies and reviewing materials, and even sponsor some students who were struggling.
He didn't say anything and just silently took out the money, filling my pocket like it was forever filled with unfairness.Perhaps it was God who helped me.
I tried my best to get into Shen City's University of Arts.It made me yearn for the future.I swore on the spot that I had to uncover this secret and save my mother.But who was that woman at the end?
I had to figure it out.While I was reminiscing about these old memories, the door opened.
Zhang Xiaoyue pushed open the door and walked in with a huge dark circles in his eyes."Why are you all alone?"I hurried to sit down and sit down.
I didn't expect anyone else to see my miserable expression.
"It's okay.
Why did you come?""Be happy.
Downstairs, I've met a statue student.
They said Sima Qiaosheng has returned." She took off her slightly crumpled emerald dress."Oh, I'm back," I said, looking at her fair arms."Then what's the point of getting married at any time?" Zhang Xiaoyue's words were just like a grenade, exploding above my head.Why did every private person ask me about the marriage?
I didn't think about the marriage!"Don't forget that there has been a long well in the past two years.
You have to be careful!" She had already found the clothes she was wearing when she was sleeping and put them on.
She was heartless as she crawled into the blanket.Zhang Huaijing was the editor of Yi Ying's fashion magazine at that time.
I once worked with him on an interview titled "The best way to see a college female student."At that moment, he had arrived at the Sunsweet Courtyard, hoping that the academy would introduce his daughter to him as a talented and talented program for the exhibition of female students during the New Era.In the end, the academy recommended me, who was currently studying.He was surprised to see me.
"I have a very good sense of camera, and it is also very attractive to modern college girls when they are young."He asked me to help Shaozhong and the other outstanding female students with a larger-scale interview.
He also asked me for a few more faces.
After all, the fashion magazines at the time needed a bit of beauty.Therefore, I wanted to reach Chenyao, who was studying at State-Magus Shen.Back then, Chenyao had been extremely pleased.
He had argued that this was a great opportunity to show off her pretty wheat skin.For this visit, she even bought a long, sun-blossom dress.
It looked extremely inflatable.Chenyao had short hair, which was slightly hot and dyed in red and brown.
Combined with her wheat skin, Kangjian's flesh was extremely eye-catching.My skin was fair, so I chose an icy-blue strap-wiping sand skirt.
The lotus leaves on the edge of the skirt fit my long wavy hair perfectly, looking very feminine.