I didn't know for a moment whether I should be happy or not, so that he would know whether my goal was to meddle in my affairs at the end of the day.
At that moment, he suddenly met my eyes.
"But Shangguan Meirong, you owe me a promise no matter what.""What promise?" I was a little surprised.However, I can clearly admit that he is very serious.Sima Qiaosheng suddenly went crazy and hugged me."I love you very much.
I can't let anyone else touch you again.
No matter what you think, you can only belong to me alone for the rest of your life." His eyes were like a wild wolf in the open wilderness, sharp and wild, as if he could devour me at any time.A man was so possessive."I..."Before I could finish, he opened his mouth.
"Make a promise.
I have to possess you for the rest of my life.
"He's pinching me so hard that I'm gasping for breath.
I struggle desperately, but he won't let go.My hands were a little scared.
His hands were like iron pincers clasping my neck.
I felt the pressure on my eyes rise, and the blood flow stopped.
My throat was about to be crushed.
It seemed that my breathing system was about to disintegrate.
Sima Qiaosheng's face seemed to fade for a while."Alright, I agree.
I agree." I struggled hard, but I could only agree to his request before I fainted.He finally let go.The air poured in, and I coughed a few times.
I felt like I had almost vomited all the things I had to eat tonight.Leaning on the edge of the bed, he gasped for breath, his greedy breath."Your promise is to register with me at the second year of university and move to my house!
You can't take the Step." His voice was still low and cold, as if he didn't see that I was dying.Could this be the promise he wanted?
This promise was too dangerous.I didn't understand him.
All I knew was his economic power and social status.
I didn't know anything about the rest.
I didn't care about his experience, nor did I care about his friends.Furthermore, for a modern woman, she was not allowed to step out of the house and take the long way out?
Was this promise more like a trap?I dragged my heavy body, restlessly on my way back to the bus.My thoughts were really complicated.
I didn't think that I would be able to take the bus back to the academy.
Sometimes, I would be able to gather more and more complicated thoughts.
At the very least, I didn't expect Chenyao and the others to see my sorry state.This was annoying.
Chenyao had always been jealous of me, and he felt that I, Evil Child, would definitely question him to the end.There was also the green pill!
My god, what should I do?!My head was a mess, and I fell asleep.By the time I woke up again, the sect had arrived.After tidying up the items on hand, my eyes suddenly quivered.At the side of the bus station, a girl wearing a dark grey sportswear with long hair draped over her shoulders.
It seemed like she hadn't washed her face yet, making her look extremely sloppy.Songqing Dan!I hurriedly looked down at my watch.
It was two minutes and six o'clock away.
Why was she doing this so early?!But now, no matter how embarrassed I was, I had to get out of the car because this was the end.I gritted my teeth, braced myself, and walked to the side of the car, hoping that I could blend in the sea of people without being discovered.However, luckily, there were too few people on the bus.
The sparsely populated people got out of the bus one after another.
I lowered my head and strode toward the school gate.However, before I could take two steps, she reached out to take the item in my hand.I was stunned.
I didn't know what she meant.Unexpectedly, she didn't even look at me.
She walked past me and left."You, you've already done this to wait for me?"I was surprised, trying to catch up to her."I know you need help with your bag." She tugged at her collar.
It was summer, though, but the morning was still a little cold.She actually knew that I would return at this time?Could it be that she knew everything?
My heart was filled with unease.
After all, I had stolen her boyfriend.
Although Qing Dan and Fang Yunyao had already confirmed their relationship, my participation didn't bring me much good fortune.
On the contrary, Sima Qiaosheng's words last night confirmed something.
Something was wrong with him.
At the very least, he had a weird temper..We went back to our room without a word.She placed the item next to my bed.
Wei Xiaoxue and Chenyao were still awake.I was afraid I'd wake them up and not dare to say anything.Strangely enough, I discovered that the green pill was also creeping up her bed.I got into the blanket and felt warm under it.Everything that happened last night seemed to be a strange dream.
Now, I was the real Shangguan Pei.
The truth gave me an even more solid feeling, and I could finally relax.Sima Qiaosheng's words rang in his ears again, "Yaner, we'll get married!"How should I choose?Relent to him?
What virtues do I have that I can achieve success in today's serious examination method?Her mother was still by that guy's side, just for money.I shook my head.
No matter what, we should talk about it in the exam.
Perhaps things weren't as bad as I had imagined, but it was just a false alarm.Sima Qiaosheng wasn't abnormal at all.
It was just that he had a strange temperament.
He was just a rich family member.I went on to find excuses for my own lack of feet.After some time, Wei Xiaoxue and Chenyao washed up."Huh?!
When did she return?"I heard Chenyao ask."Shh!!
Don't disturb her anymore.
She might be very tired," said Wei Xiaoxue.Why didn't she hear the sound of the green pill?It was as if Qing Dan hadn't woken up or said anything.
Why was she pretending to be asleep?After a long while, the two of them finally opened the door and left.I opened my eyes.
There were only me and Qingdan in the room, but she didn't say anything.Could she have fallen asleep?I couldn't help but ask, "Why aren't you talking?"I turned around and sat up.
The situation had already made me realize that Qingwan knew a lot.
She had always pretended to be stupid, and I hated her so much.
Why was she always like this?
It was as if she was doing anything to others."Do you like plants?" Qing Dan interrupted me."What?" I was confused.
Why didn't she ask me where I had gone yesterday or what I had done with Sima Qiaosheng?
Why did she say something so depressing?Before I could react, the green pellet continued, "Shangguan Pei, if I let you choose a kind of flower to describe yourself, you would choose a kind of plant flower.
You really do resemble a plant flower, beautiful and charming.
In fact, the flowers of a plant are also the only kind of flower that is better looking in a container than in the plains."That's why your survival is destined to be different from ours.
Wei Xiaoxue asked me a question last night.""What question?" I said."She said, what sort of flower do you choose to describe the girls in our rooms?""What did you all choose?" I asked.
She smiled and said, "Chenyao chose Rose and Wei Xiaoxue chose Lily.
Everyone feels that you are a plant.""What about you?" I asked.She smiled and said, "I chose the whole sky.
"I also smiled.
"A green pill.
The stars all over the sky are unwell, so it suits you.
I feel like you're Red Peony."She smiled, and her smile was very pleasing to the eyes, revealing a small tiger tooth, which made her look very lovable.
I also smiled, and my smile was very straightforward.We held our stomachs in our hands.
We didn't know why, but it seemed like we hadn't smiled like this for a long time.
We had always been worried and worried by the continuous research and planning.In the end, we both lay down on our beds.
"Qing Dan, I spent the night at Qiaosheng's house last night," I said in a low voice."I know." Qingdan's few words confirmed my doubts.
She really understood everything."You don't have life force?""Sima Qiaosheng isn't mine.
Why do I need to live?""What do you know all the time?""One hand."I was astonished.
Could it be that on the day of her birthday, I saw her seducing Qiao Sheng?
Could it be that her daily transformation was just my imagination?
The real her was so meticulous.I was really ashamed.
"How did you know that I would return at this time?""You said yesterday that you were going to talk or listen."Oh my god, I'm going to disintegrate.
We're all giggling, haha, and we don't have a good memory.
We're forgetful, but at critical moments, she keeps every word and every action in her mind."Also, Shangguan Pei, let me give you a word of advice." The green pill rolled up and sat up."Don't get up with Liqiao anymore.
His private life is very dangerous.
I knew you'd want to take the academy's seminar.
However, with your own experience, it's not impossible.
What if...""Alright, Qingwan, you don't have to say anymore.
I have no way back now.
We already know what he's doing, and I've already agreed to him.
I've made a promise to him." I don't know how to perform.
This is the first time I've spoken so wordlessly in front of someone else because I've missed the right direction."Promise?
What promise?" Qing Dan looked at me, her furrowed brows making me feel refreshed.
I vaguely felt that she understood Sima Qiaosheng more than I did.Tonight's rain was particularly heavy, and there was not much rain in the western city.
The night wind blew the pea-sized rain into the room and set it on the bed, which was full of plants.
I stood up and closed the windows tightly.
The cool rain made me shudder.
Zhang Xiaoyue busily sorted out the items and prepared to take a bit of the heavy rain home in the next day.I looked at her busy figure and felt a little absent-minded.She had graduated, and she had finally graduated!I was 27 years old."Where are your trash?" Zhang Xiaoyue winked at me.I smiled.
She was talking about the clothes we found in shops and the perfumes I loved.Indeed, I loved to enjoy these things.How could this world not love me when I like the feeling of dissolving in all kinds of fragrances and even being intoxicated by myself?"It's been mailed back to my house by Changhuaijing," I said dryly.She pretended to be surprised and looked at me.
"Hey, think about it!
Sima Qiaosheng is several hundred times better than Changhuai Well!
He's handsome and has a good temperament.
The most important thing is that he's the only son of the Li Corporation!
You're really lucky!"I poured myself a glass of water and took a sip.She blinked and stared at me.
"Don't be careless.
I don't know why you didn't marry him before studying."I put down the teacup in my hand and sat back on the bed, fiddling with the apricot-colored sleeping clothes I just bought."If you didn't say anything, I would've known.
You're studying to accumulate some capital.
How could you marry into a wealthy family?" Zhang Xiaoyue thought to himself frankly.Yes, in their eyes, perhaps I was studying to be gilded, to be prepared to marry into a rich family.
But who knew what I was thinking?Seeing that I didn't say anything, Zhang Xiaoyue had no choice but to give up.She was from Sichuan, her father worked in a drug rehabilitation center, and her mother was a teacher.
Therefore, she had always looked like Biyu from a young age.
Although she wasn't pretty, she was very attractive."Hey, look at the diary logs of my high school!" She flipped through a small blue-skinned notebook in her messy, shabby notebook, patted the dust on her head, and held it up and waved it at me.I glanced at her, picked up a magazine and looked at it in a fake manner.
I didn't hate Zhang Xiaoyue, but she had a lot of questions today.In truth, apart from Song Qingwan, I didn't care too much about women."Look, I was secretly in love with the class rep," she said, as she sat at the head of her own bed, page by page.Perhaps it was a wonderful memory for her, but I wasn't so used to it.I glanced up at her from behind the magazine.
She was sitting in the soft light of the bedroom, her cheeks flushing red.Sometimes, I was envious of her naivety.
It felt like I couldn't find it in my love.
For the first time in love, I felt as if I didn't have any memories.
What was that?
I really had to think about it.I looked away from Zhang Xiaoyue's face, but I thought about it in private.